my face is red raw from the tears and pain today
Popuri sadly left us last night
I have no idea what caused this
Like I said yesterday she had diarrhea
but in the evening I never even saw her pass anything
I mixed up some vegetables and gave that to her
with probiotic as well
but you could she wasn't right
I took her to bed with mum and we gave her more clean bedding to wrap up in
hazel had been next to her all day
in their cage and in the hall hazel was beside her
When I went to bed last night I woke up loads
each time thinking "hope shes ok"
this morning I woke up at 8am I saw mum coming up the stairs
I said "how is she?" mum just shook her head and when I saw her eyes
I could tell she had been crying
"She's gone Jo" I was in shock I didn't expect her to leave me that soon
I couldnt speak my heart felt like it wasnt beating
she took me into my brother's room where I found Hazel wrapped up on his bed
I gave her a big cuddle and sobbed. "I can't believe shes gone and Hazel will be by herself"
Mum filled me in on what my dad did this morning
we asked him to check if she was with us (I have a thing about finding my animals dead)
And she told me Hazel was beside Popu and even when dad was getting her out
Hazel almost followed her out - she doesnt do this
so hazel didnt want to let go of her ether
Dad buried her before I was even awake. I wouldn't have wanted to see her anyway
not the way I would have wanted to remember her
Now I have baby Hazel to look after
I feel I've got to spend even more time with her now so she doesn't get lonely
I feel so bad for her Hazel she had just started to relay on a friend
now shes gone leaving her alone again
I would adopt a pig in a heart beat if I knew they would get along together
I hate seeing them lonely
I have just facebooked Miho (their original owner) I am waiting for a reply
I hope she takes it ok
I havent even had them a year
I am going to remember Popuri for the little things she did that made me smile
all the nips she gave me all the squeaks she did
her little face when we bathed her
all the good points about her
right now that it killing me just to write
so I'm gonna leave it there and spend time with hazel and kip
I love you Popuri thanks for all the beautiful memories you gave me
rest in peace
I went to get Popu a tomb stone
arrived and got out the car and slammed the car door shut on my thumb
i was in unbearable pain crying and winching
I looked and my nail had turned completly blue and the palm of my thumb had also
it throbbed for ages
and all for nothing as the shop didnt have what i wanted
im in a lot of pain for nothing
i could have quite easily put myself in a coma today
i feel i need to escape this pain
dad got home, heated up a paper clip and pierced my nail to let the
pressured blood out my nail it doesnt throb like it did
but it still hurts and is bloody
tomorrow i have work
and the way im feeling its gonna be hard to put on a brave face
rest in peace popu
