Last night I didn't get to sleep til gone 3:30am 0.0
jeez what a long night that was, i just couldnt get off
i was hurting quite bad, i know when its gonna be a rough
night when my face hurts just by being on the pillow...
so i was shattered when i woke up at 8am
i was tempted to stay in bed longer but i hate late mornings
I got ready to go see Lynn
I met up with her in a Cafe she had brought her husband Den
I was really surprised actually, seeing as he has been so poorly
as of late, but it was lovely to see them both
we had a cuppa then did the charity shops
i got some Fimo clay I found going cheap, there was clothes I wouldnt
have minded buying but i didnt love them enough to buy
clothes have to be good for me to buy em currently as my wardrobe is brimming!
Lynn picked up a couple of "mystery" plants
basically a charity shop had 4 plants and the staff had no idea what they
were or where they came from XD
Lynn brought 2 of them, i told her my indoor plant has now gone outdoors
as the pot leaks and its grown too big for my windowsill, but i do miss having a
plant in my room, so she gave me one!! We're gonna see what they grow into
I also picked up some cornflakes and chocolate~
We had lunch together I had beans on toast, it pees me off big style
i look at the menu, see loads of good food and cakes i just want to eat them
but my head is driving my decisions for me, so i had beans on sucky toast =.=
came home and made cornflake cakes
mainly for my dad as a thank you really for doing my car
he does like cornflake cakes, theyre not really my thing
but he liked them especially as i did a batch of dark chocolate ones for him :3
Then I went up to the garden and re-potted my plant
its now on my windowsill i hope it grows into something pretty~
Then I went to sleep as I physically and mentally couldnt keep going
woke up to find out it had rained, and Tiffin had been out in it =.= great...
wet bunny doesnt smell great XD
Ive been online looking for gift ideas for Ed, hes so hard to buy for
seeing as he has to have the best and most expensive
you wont find him in a charity shop that is for sure
i dont have the kinda money to splash out on designer this and that
but then i feel like whatever i do get him wont be good enough
but i have a few ideas
my parents came in from a long and boring meeting at the hospital
about granny, yes shes still in hospital she was suppose to be coming
out tomorrow but thats not happening, will she ever come out i wonder
so it was late and my mum suggested to go eat out
immediately im stressed at the idea for 3 reason
1. i ate out at lunch, meaning my head wont want me to eat out again
2. it means being driven by my dad
3. it means being sat in the pub with my dad
i dont usually go out to eat anymore with my family, ive had too many panic attacks
so ive learned my lesson and i just avoid going out
but mum and my brother assured me that they went out to eat whilst i was
in Matlock and everything went fine and my dad behaved
i was so tempted to stay home as my head was playing up apparently to my head beans
on toast is a big full calorie meal
In the end i went for a shower and put on a dress and tights nothing fancy
got in the car and we drove to a pub 2 mins down the road (it was raining hence no walking)
i havent eaten at this pub before so i didnt know what to expect
and this is how it went
my dad and brother went to the bar me and mum got a seat
1min later we were out of our seats and out of the pub
the bar tender wanted ID for my brother...he's 20
my dad was well peed off and refused to eat there so we got in the
car whilst listening to a million curses from my dad, he then drove home which
felt like forever what with his aggressive and mad driving. making me just
want to die there and then - can you see why i dont go out with them?
so we got in, i got in my pjs and warmed up left over soup and had that
easy to do and easy on my head so i was happy
note to self: stick to your guns and dont go out with the family unless its a special occasion!
So now im just on my laptop contemplating a bit of dancing~
Tomorrow I have work 8am - 1pm ><
gotta get up early so im having an early night~
