Tuesday, 5 July 2022

off chicken

 Evening


To say how much I ached last night, I did in fact sleep. I woke up at 1am for a wee and got back to sleep I dreamed of having granny in my old bedroom and I was showing her some of my clothes and just talking to her. Ahhhh what I would give to be able to see and talk to my granny again


This morning I didnt feel like total utter death which was nice

School was ok it was a bit dull at times, I didnt work my ass off in the slightest. I kept getting distracted and just was not in the mood to work XD but I did whatever Jack asked of me. It was so humid in that prep room tho I have to say.


I came home to find mum and Oz in the living room which was nice. We had lunch together and then she left me at 1:30pm, I went to collapse on my bed. In the end i thought "sod it I cant sleep" over an hour had passed...I had clearly been to sleep and not realised it! how does that even happen!?

So I got up and went on my laptop to look at jobs but nothing came to mind and I watched youtube videos. Jack came home and we did dinner which took like 2mins ^^ then we went to cut up stuff for curry tomorrow morning but when I opened the chicken that was still in date by 3 days...the smell....it turned my stomach and some bits had gone a light green. Yup not nice. I felt sick. So mum is going food shopping tomorrow I rang to ask her for some chicken. Sometimes I have stuff in the freezer as back up but typically I dont this time! But the smell of off chicken is so bad its been a long time since I have smelt that unpleasant smell....might go light my candle

We're about to have the final doughnott from yesterday I cant wait

then I will do a work out, bath, maybe water my garden and yeah chill out and go bed


tomorrow is just school and seeing mummy after school