Evening
I slept pretty well
had a dream that someone spat in my face and went after then, spat in their face and punched them in the face...god knows where that came from.
i got up and did the thing i have been avoiding
i weighed myself...my god i had no idea i weighed THAT MUCH!
likes seriously it surprised me
i weigh 61kg which when i looked is an ideal weight for my height
but still feels a lot to me
thats how much i weighed at 17
i told mum i weighed myself she wasnt that impressed
but i said i had done it to see if i had lost weight and i could tell the doctor
anyway it was friday!!!
so i wanted to get the day done and start my weekend!
school was alright probably my most quietest day of the week
i still had two practicals
one being bacteria which i nailed
the teacher have been impressed with my work as they said last year the bacteria just didnt work
and ive got them to work!
just have 1 class to go then im done with that crap
i started putting up a display as well ^^
but couldnt wait to finish
id practically worked by myself today as jack was on the computer like all day doing health and safety stuff that bores me to pieces and i was doing actual work you know
and julia was upstairs a lot today
i told jack i weighed myself and he didnt seem impressed with me
but i told him my reasoning
he couldnt believe i weighed 61kg as he weighs 70kg
i havent had that urge to lose weight but i can feel it creeping in
after work i had an actual brew like as in milk, it was so nice
had it with Oz and the girls
then me and mum went for a walk which was nice
i got back and played on disgaea5 which im really enjoying actually
then i had dinner and then i did my physio exercises
after i went doctors
ugh doctors on a friday night whats worse
i told him about fainting and being dizzy and having high blood pressure
he seemed concerned about this and did some tests
he said my blood pressure is fine, however i need a blood test -______-
im being tested for 10 things and if it wasnt for the blood test a few weeks ago
i would have been tested for 3 more things
he said if they come back fine then i need to be referred to neurology and cardiology...
nothing is ever simple with my body
i told him i havent been digesting food very well since december but he didnt really seemed bothered to be honest with you he said it was late and im last appointment
so that was that
he would have finshed on time and had time for me if he wasnt 15mins late for me >.>
so crap
came home and showered as i felt dirty after being round school and doctors
gotta get those viruses off me XD
tomorrow its saturday!!! woohoo!
jack is out tonight so he will probably be spending his day recovering tomorrow
im thinking of going into the city centre and having a mooch round
i havent done that in ages
and nothing else really i want to do
if im brave enough ill go by myself and have my ears pierced!
