Evening
So last night Jack went out, I had my Ozwald in for a good hour then I pretty much went to bed as I had a bad headache, tired and nothing to stay up for really so was in bed for 9:50pm~
I woke up to the sound of Jack coming in which was 2:45am....wow Jack XD I listened for about 5mins to make sure he was ok then fell asleep til 7:30am and needed a wee so I got up. Jack was awake! So I made him his hangover breakfast of marinated bacon with melted cheese on top in bread~ and a coffee, actimel and chocolate covered coffee beans. He was sated.
He said he hadnt drink that much and didnt feel too bad
I drove us to the supermarket, we got two streets away from the house and I was driving along when a car was doing a turn and decided to pull out onto my road without looking. I got hit....I felt sick. I heard the noise and I thought "my dad is gonna kill me" me and the 17 year old looking driver got out and we assessed damage. My car had received no damage....like nothing had happened. No painted work missing or dent. My heart was hammering and the driver apologised and asked if I was ok. I looked at his car and there was a huge scuff on his car, how did mine receive nothing? I said "its fine" Jack and I both got in the car and drove off. He asked if I was ok. I said my stomach has just flipped, I needed to get away and pretend none of that happened. I didnt think that driver was gonna stop to look tho so I was already swirving into the other side of the road and good job I did as it would have been miles worse. Not sure if I am gonna tell any family members yet tho just one of those stupid things to happen
but going round the supermarket I felt he was more hungover than he was letting on. His stomach was off which is a sign that Jack's body hasnt appreciated the alcohol. So I had my suspicions. He later said "thinking about it, think I had 10 drinks".....yeah that sounds right. Not that Im bothered what or how much he drinks. I let him get on with it. As long as hes safe and having a nice time :)
by 12pm I had done food shop for the week, made biscuits, cleaned the bathroom, made soup for the week my god what a total pro. I got loads done and my soup is better this week too~ I went to bed for an hour after lunch
when I got up Jack was gaming with harvey and theo
I went to go varnish my drawers but realised some of it is still wet!!!!!!!!!!!! How can it be wet days later. But I did throw a fair bit of paint at it XD
So as I couldnt do that I thought I would go out and do some gardening. I started doing some weeding then saw the tree stump that Jack said wasn't gonna budge or come out
challenge accepted
i spent about 45mins getting that out
I had sweat dripping on the floor from my face
I dug a deep hole and got the tree stump loose and the last root I had to saw off as it goes under our neighbours fence so I didnt want to cause damage. I was so satisfied getting this tree out that I went to get Jack and he was impressed but also concerned. Not sure why he was concerned.
an hour later I felt like I had been hit by a car. I thought
"what have I done?"
"why did I have dig like mad for an hour!?"
"I cant exercise as I feel like death"
"I am fat and cant exercise"
"I wont be able to sleep tonight cus of aches and thoughts"
I started to get worked up....Jack was still gaming and I hugged his legs and hid my tears but I think he knew something was up as I tend to leave him when gaming but I just needed to not be alone with my thoughts. He came straight off his game without even seeing my tears
we went on the sofa and he made everything ok. Told me to go get a warm bath and sit with the massager and just do nothing. That I had done enough exercise today just by digging. So I did feel better, got a bath, sat with massager and I did chill out.
did dinner, had Ozwald in and now just doing my diary. Got to do some digital drawing.
I hope I sleep tonight, my god do I hope I sleep
tomorrow
we are popping over to Jack's mum's in the morning as its his youngest sisters birthday she will be 16 and I said it would be nice to go see her. Then we will come home for lunch and just do whatever. We've said Im not doing any more digging or weeding, only planting and pruning ^^;
