i finished Kyoukai no Kanata
it was alright but the last 2 episodes were weird i have to say and hard to follow
So yesterday I went into work
julia and jack were there
i mainly sat by myself in an air conditioned room
it was soooooo cold my skin was freezing
jack was like "you can turn it off you know"
i said "i know cus i was the one who turned it on"
just wanted to feel cold at work for a change
i got a fair amount done as i was by myself listening to my ipod
i saw luke he was in too i told him id probably feel anxious n my first day back
he said "it will be chill we'll get through it"
monday doesnt look too bad as its a slightly shorter day, no students and free lunch
me and jack went to his family's house where we fed the bunnies and cat
it was good to see his pets theyre so damn cute those bunnies
and the cat took a treat from my hand i felt her sand paper tongue
from there we went to his house
we had pizza and stuff and went for a walk
and.....we got my laptop!!
yup i picked it up and prayed everything was alright with it
this morning was hard to motivate jack out of bed
that guy sleeps like the dead
i for one couldnt stay there any longer so i left him and came back later
my hips killed from sleeping in that bed
id also had disturbing dreams to say the least
i stabbed a rat with a pen i felt it pierce its squishy warm body
i also dreamed another dream of finding a dead body
it had been in water so it was bloated, the eyes had been removed and sockets sewn up crudely, it had bites marks on its body and the mouth had been melted to blend in with its face
disturbing
god knows where i get this stuff from as i dont view or read anything horror related
i woke jack up 40mins later he asked for 5 more mins but i was like
"jack i gave you 40 more minutes"
he was like "oh sorry, really? ill get up" and eventually he did
i was so knackered this morning tho
and he said it was like id withdrawn from life
without knowing i was curled up on his bed cuddling his snorlax plush staring into space
i do it at home but i guess its not a normal scene for him
he'll get used to it
i left his after lunch
we couldnt go out til he'd had a delivery
so i was a lil bored and i wanted my own space if im honest
i just needed alone time
so i came home to an empty house
and i went to bed i was dead
i got up and spoke with my brother
we opened my laptop packaging together
its soooo nice and new looking
my current one looks well old XD its like double the thickness of the new one
i then sat with oz outside with a brew and went for a walk
had a shower and made food
been drawing since then
my brother has taken my laptop into his room to sort it out
no point in me doing it
i havent even seen it on yet XD
got loads of time to go on it really
tonight i plan on taking a sleeping tablet
need to get into sleeping
tomorrow think im meeting up with jack and his friends
here is a face acid i got from korea
it has great reviews for having the max allowance of acid korea will sell in a skin product
it says to use once a week and to moisturise afterwards
my god
it has stripped my skin off
its strong stuff and my face is sore!!! i will be careful in using it in the future
i did moisturise but this was days ago and its still sore and flaking!
