Yo~~~
I was a usual morning this morning
after everyone had left me home alone I went to the shops
by myself. I hadnt realized til today at how little I go out by myself
Im always with someone, so to go by myself felt a lil odd.
I just went a brought 3 storage boxes nothing special and some milk
but on the way home I called in at the parlor me and mum sometimes go to
have our eyelashes tinted. And I booked & paid for her to have her nails
done for her bday in January :D
she is gonna love that X3
Got home and started putting the storage boxes to work
my parents complain - and rightly so - that i take up their wardrobe space
which i do ><
so 2 boxes has fabric in and 1 box has all my cosplay in it
it looks much neater i have to say
then I was having an early lunch as I had a college interview to attend
I dressed smart casual wearing my fox jumper I got the other week X3
I arrived at the college and wasnt kept waiting long until a lady came to see me
she was nice and was surprised at home much I had already sorted out for
myself like a school placement and DBS check
she has said i got a place and the course starts in February and its a year long...
i was all happy and grateful for a place but i had got it in my mind that i would be done
and dusted both courses by 2016 but its not the case i could be in education til 2017
so when i got home i had a lil cry about being far behind my friends, not having an income
and all my friends are saving for houses. i wont be able to go college, school and keep a job down
but mums soon brought me out one of the cracks i can fall into and told me how well i was
doing and that i had sorted it all out by myself and such
i know shes right and its just me expecting more of myself and putting pressure on myself
so im ok about it all and i will just get it all done.
after everything today and being upset i fell asleep for an hour woops ><
tomorrow will be my first FULL day at school i havent done a full day before.
its the christmas activity day so its gonna be all hands on decks!
i can leave when i like but i want to see how well i can/cant cope
and i will find out whether i have placement there for definite for next year!
lil nervous in case i cant stay there as its a lovely school.
id like to paint my nails tonight if i can :)
