Evening
I did my exercises again last night but I showed self restraint as i only did 3 out of the 4 videos. I wanted to do the full thing but also didnt want to wipe myself for the week. I finished up and started to kick myself for not doing all the work outs but i had to talk my self round and think "be grateful you were able to work AND do exercise" I have done well. I had a warm bath.
I slept well, Jack got ready on time this morning
we took Oz to mums
school was hard
I was on key worker rota, but when i got to my classroom I realised that i was in a hard plastic seat and my seat backed against the wall like literally backed on, I couldnt get in it much therefor there wasnt much room to sit in different positions - which is how I cope with sitting in a seat. It got less then an hour in and I went back to the prep room almost in tears. I was in pain, stressing about how I would get through the day, how much pain id be come the end of the day, and that stressing was making my pain worse. I told julia and jack who both came to my rescue and did my shift for me between them. So grateful. I take being busy rushed off my feet any day over sitting in a chair. Sitting in a chair is a challenge and always will be to me.
but it meant that I was sometimes doing the job of 3 technicians so I was rushed off my feet and very tired. i got it all done and I even got my display up for head of science >< not sure how I even managed to whip that up so fast!
So yes I was very very busy!
We came home and picked my lad up who had had a nice day. He lays down straight away when we put him on the sofa after school, as he knows its brew time and to sit down, but he laid there like mr.muck and got jack to fuss him. I have been a sucker and ordered him treats online which came today.
We came home and did dinner then cleared up and got ready for school
I am jsut doing my diary then I will get Oz out, then do my exercises and then have a bath.
Julia txt me to say shes had to go down to oxford with her family tonight as her sister in law probably wont see the morning so yeah...guess she wont be in tomorrow. Must suck. She told me her sister in law wasnt long for the world like she had days to live but this is quicker than i thought. I said we would totally cover for her.
tomorrow just school
but at 5:20pm I have doctors to review my asthma chart -_____- dont want to have it confirmed, im also due a blood test which im hoping she wont give me.
