Evening~~
I've had better days at school anyway
but yesterday I went home with Jack
we went to pick up tea and coffee and biscuits for school on the way home from school
then once we were in and had a brew we got dinner on
it was just me and jack
and after dinner he asked me "what do you wanna do tonight?"
i said "anime, then play switchs in bed"
he said "my god that sounds perfect"
so we continued watching Kizunaiver
an anime about a group of teenagers in an experiment were they share each other's pain
after we finished watching for the night
i turned to jack "would you feel my pain if you could?"
he said "yes most definitely"
i said "why tho?"
he said "so i can feel what you go through everyday"
i said "mum says if she could take it away for a day she would"
he said "i would love to be able to take your pain away"
i said "i cant remember what it feels like to not have pain constantly there"
at this point he hugged me and held me and i could tell he was shedding a few tears
so i stayed and held on to him back
thinking 'this guy really does care for me'
i waited til he composed himself and i didnt mention or say anything about his tears
he just said "right enough of this despair, do your teeth so we can play switchs in bed"
so i left him and sorted myself out then climbed into bed on my side with Flump between my arms whilst i played on my switch and thats how he found me
he said "so cute! and makes me so happy seeing you like that in my bed"
we played for a while then went to sleep
were i did actually sleep quite well
school was fine today
just been busy all week just loads of practicals and not small ones ether
almost done with them tho
and i started another display too
i came home and went to yoga
we had a supply teacher and it was hard work!
came back and had dinner and done my diary thats it really
tomorrow its friday
and thank bloody god cus ive had enough
although i have cruddy doctors at 7:45pm ugh
really wanna get that out the way
