I couldnt sleep last night I was in too much pain
so i sat with heat bags and tens machine downstairs til 1am :/
sucked
and then i woke up at 6:45am but managed to sleep til 8am
this morning i went for a walk with mum
we drove somewhere again for a walk which was nice
I came home and did a whole hour of yoga + physio exercises
my body was shaking when I was finished
so i had some lunch and went for a shower
My dad wanted to sort my phone out as the new sim had started working
we now needed to get a fresh number and to make sure i wasnt gonna be charged anything extra
but dad being dad was very stressy on the phone and when a woman, in india, picked up the phone, would could barely understand and hear her and think she had the same issue. But there was dogs barking in the background and other noises. I get people are working from home -even in india- but at least make your work space practical. My dad was fuming and i couldnt cope with anymore i had reached my limit of being in the company of my stressy dad. I said "dad its fine i will just find a new phone company and get a new phone and contract"
he went back to work
after all that I worked on my jacket
which is coming along well
ive still got plenty to do
whilst i was working my brother took my mobile
and i think it took him several hours but he has sorted my phone
such kindness
i am truly grateful
i couldnt do it i couldnt handle it or even understand it
but he stuck with it and got it all sorted
now all i need to do is tell multiple places and people my new number -____-
hopefully that wont be too bad ^^;
im so grateful tho
it does bother me that i cant stand on my own two feet and sort these things out but i literally crumble and cry i just cant hack it for what ever reason. im just damaged in more ways than one
i spoke to jack it was good to see him even if it through a screen
he had flump, damn him
i told him i was missing flump and im concerned about his flumpiness
he said "this is just your excuse to get more plushies isnt it"
damn it how'd he know!? XD but need to replace flump before he is squishy
little does he know i plan on bringing a massive plush over to his flat - when it arrives!
he told me that school had sent out a form asking who is safe to return to work and not to fill it in yet. I have since looked at it and it asks if you are 'clinically vulnerable' and i have no idea if i am or not! so i texted him asking if he will help me do it and he said he would when i go over on the weekend. it says we could return to work 1st June and I really hope i can go back then. But its got to be safe.
i showed him how far i was with my jacket and he thought it looked really good, he thought my doll wasnt too weird ether X3
i had dinner and continued a bit with my jacket
i should have been doing the work picture but my eyes sting too much i cant look at my laptop too much sewing i think >< i will do some tomorrow
might have a run through my dances im learning like last night
tomorrow probably just more jacket making and exercises really
what else is there to do?
my nails last week~ I have plans for this weeks nails
