Evening
Couldnt sleep last night. I ached so much the bed was not comfy. So I got up and took extra pain killers, tried again to go bed but then I was plagued with self harm thoughts and at this point I thought it was best not to be alone so I woke Jack. He made me tea and fruit loaf and we stayed up til 12:30 I woke up a lot in the night. I got up at 8am
I bought Oz in and he was looking round for Jack is was very cute and I couldnt bare it any longer so I took him through to the bedroom to wake Jack up with. I told Jack Oz had been looking for him and I dont think Jack minded being woken by Oz
I cleaned the bathroom and got a txt from mia saying is 10am ok? So maybe I got the wrong weekend last weekend! I felt better about socialising this week than what I did last week so I said she could come over
we talked for 2 hours well she talked for 2 hours XD I didnt want to talk about myself and my dull life and my health so I let her talk about moving house, weddings, life stuff. It was good to actually socialise. Tiring. But good. I feel better for doing it as it has been 3 months now. But god I was exhausted.
Me and Jack had lunch then I flopped on the bed next to him as he played his switch.
Later on he went over to his family's house, I fell asleep for 40mins, mum came over to dye my hair so its all fresh now and I had a cup of tea with her. I have been a social butterfly today!
Me and Jack had korean noodles which was good I am getting better at the recipe!
Now we gonna watch anime and play pokemon in bed!
Tomorrow its school ugh
Im gonna wear shorts!
My legs hurt like a bitch. That dinner killed my legs off. I hope I can walk tomorrow. My head feels fuzzy I cant think properly and my sentencing when I talk it all wrong like english isnt my first language XD
