I got around 7 hours sleep last night
I just couldnt face my night alone
I was struggling with being alone
So I got my Ozwald inside and we watched BBC's Jekyll from 2007
I can remember the series first being aired and loved it
and I came across the DVD this week and thought Id give it a rewatch
and I enjoyed it, I would watch another episode tonight but Im not sure what time i have
as mum has reminded me that a new episode of Friday Night Dinner is on
I aint missing that! Its rare comedy is on tv and one I like
This morning I had a splitting headache and felt dizzy too
I felt rough almost like id been drinking the night before
I took a paracetamol and hoped for the best!
I sat doing some sewing, and did some lunch
then I got a text from mia "so we need to meet up at some point"
i text back "haha guess it was that good then huh?"
she said "yeah you need to hear this"
so i literally dropped everything I was doing and went over XD
we sat for 2 hours talking about this wedding of helina's yesterday
and I can't say im shocked to hear what went off
we were both hurt though to find out that when she originally said
"no friends are invited to the wedding, family only"
so that was originally a blow to us to find out we werent invited
but mia found out last night she did in fact have friends attend the wedding...
so she chose to not have us there
friends who have known us the longest and been through everything with her
we've seen her parents divorce, her mother suffering with cancer and alcohol, her mother dying, going through education, meeting boys, meeting her now husband, moving out. So many big hurdles we have been there with her and she chose others over us.
Its cus i think she knows we dont support her in this
but it still hurt
I was more hurt for her when i found out what a arse wipe he'd been to her at the wedding reception.
i could never marry or be with someone like him
Both mum and mia said
"good job you didnt go" to me
guess they know i would have laid him out
mia said it was hard for her to hold back
I left Mia's and went for a walk with mummy
we came back and i had an attempt at dying my brother's hair XD
never done such a thing before
i missed a tiny patch when he'd washed and dried his hair so mum fixed it up
mum might as well have done his hair!
Then i finished off sewing where I wanted to get to today
its looking good
and I edited photos of the dragon I stitched this week
Not bad huh
Its for adam's mum's birthday next month.
Since then I have been getting stuff ready for tomorrow
my first park run!
I will be walking though
ive got to mega disciplined on myself
not to run not to run
gonna be hard
so i printed out my ID and got my clothes out
charging my Ipod as we speak
Then I AM SEEING ADAM
as theres a bet from his dad im gonna be too knackered after park run to come up
but i am i will prove him wrong!
i best not be knackered anyway
Then might do some doodling
been thinking of what id like to call my creative drawing business
thinking of
Lunatique Project
