what crappy day
literally
life is unfair
i have no life lately
work + sleep = jo's current life
I tried to dance this morning
i managed 20 mins but i was so done in
my heart felt like it was working over time and i was incredibly hot
i had a shower and was still red in the face
felt ill
once i was dressed i went to bed
and thats where i stayed til 5pm
kid you not
didnt sleep for all that time
but i was just there
and i was suppose to meet alan rebecca liv and jack for food at 6pm
i hadnt heard from jack til 4:30pm when he asked if i was seeing him before food
i said i had been poorly in bed all day and wasnt coming out
jo missed out once again
so ive been quite low
ive slept so much today as i couldnt bare to be awake today
just couldnt cope with it all
wanted to be numb away from it all
i made myself some food at 6:30pm
ate it and did a bit of drawing afterwards simply so i would feel like
i have achieved something with my day
tonight is Killing Eve
looking forward to it
tomorrow Jack wants me to see him
but im unsure
if im feeling rough im not ruining his day
i hope i feel better cus im fed up frankly
