Wednesday, 18 September 2019

molly' first day alone

Evening


ahhh soooo tired
ive been up since 4:30am as thats the time i woke up
and i knew i wouldnt get back off to sleep

school was alright
same old but i was able to stay on top if it all
spilt hot tea all over me and my lab coat
i hope my lab coat will wash out >< 
i need to bring it home for a wash
good job i was wearing it other wise i would have burned myself a lot worse
but yeah i did alright at work
a few hot and cold sweats but its to be expected

i got home and we had molly out
mum said she's been alright today bless her
and mum has said shes not sure whether she wants more pigs or not
so yeah we shall see

i fell asleep for an hour
i was shattered i really was
i still am i havent done a single thing since i got home
no walk or exercise or anything 
just too tired and worn out to even think

i cant stay over at jacks at the weekend
i can tell its annoying him now - theo and his loud sex woman
cus its not fair on jack and its stopping me staying over too
hes on about buying speakers for his computer and blasting out gross porn next time theo and his woman are at it XD 

i had to take one of my new piercings out my lobe as it hurt and was very sore
so i took it out and slept for an hour when i woke up it had healed round the back...
that fast! 
so i had to force and i mean force, an earring through
it was sooo painful like worse than getting it actually pierced
good job im good with pain
it bled a bit but it should be alright now

got through half the week
i can see the rest of the week through im sure
i want to continue with my painting
school and yoga tomorrow