I have just sat for the second time completing a sketch
I have tasked myself with
*to do a picture start to finish in one sitting
*to spend 20-30 minutes on it
*not to labour over it
*to draw the first thing that comes to mind
Today's sketch I wanted to draw a serious wolf
well at first I thought of a wolf snarling but it doesn't look pretty
so I thought I'd go for a mouth closed pose
Quite pleased with it
my family were impressed
I like the simplicity of the black on white
Yesterday I made a started the A5 book with an anime eye
It did take a good 20 minutes even though it doesnt look like much I know
but I was going for neat, trying not to labour over it!
I may use this design for something
Anyway today
I slept quite crap as I was aching big time
I think rounders knackered me up a bit.
but so worth it!
Safe to say I was shattered this morning when mum woke me with pinks at 8:30am
I had to get up and get ready for hair cut and to go adam's
I got to the hair dresses on time
upon walking there I saw an old dinner lady from primary school
she was the devil. she shouldnt have been allowed to work in school
I walked luckily in a different direction
Went into the salon and sat down
few mins later she was in!! I could not believe it!
I kept my head down praying she didnt see me
I didnt like her one bit!
Luckily she didnt notice me
I got my hair cut
and drove up to adam's
in my car I passed another car and driving it was none other than the TA
I am currently covering!! I was so happy to see her able to drive
she must be getting better :)
At adam's all the curtains were still drawn like someone had died haha
or in adam's case not got up and drawn them to let the day in
he answered the door behind the door letting me
he was in his boxers XD really!? XD I had to laugh
seems he could make me a tea but couldnt get dressed
i guess if thats what he wants to do when he's home alone
who am i to judge
we had a brew and caught up
he insisted on carrying me up to his bedroom
which I was a bit unsure of for 2 reasons
I didnt want to be dropped
and I didnt want him to hurt his back anymore
but he insisted
and threw me on the bed which I laughed at X3
At lunch time he said he was gonna go get some lunch
from the shops and if I was coming
but my leg ache from rounders had really gotten worse
i could not face walking up that hill
so I asked him if i could stay home alone
he said it was fine and he'd see me in 15mins
I laid on his bed in the quite, doodling in his note pad he uses for darts
i drew bits and pieces
then he was back
i did some jam toast he had a bacon sandwich
then we both ate biscuits ^^
He drew me a bath which I was so grateful for cus I hurt so much
I was only in it for about 5 minutes and his parents came home...
man what rotten timing
even tho they tell me im welcome to it anytime i still dont feel quite
comfortable to have a bath whilst theyre home
i thought they were coming back later
they were totally fine with it honestly
i was on edge and adam poked his head round the door to see if i was ok
i told him to come in and talk to me a minute cus i felt dizzy from the heat
and on edge he soon soothed me :) i hate that panicky feeling
Came out the bath and his parents sat and talked to me
his mum had brought for me and adam fudge and cookies
cus he wasnt a fan of the fudge he told me id eat the fudge whilst he had the cookies
NOT HAPPENING
what did he do then
he hid the cookies
and he hid them in a place I could not get too!! GIT!!!
To be honest cus id eaten biscuits earlier I wasnt actually bothered
it made me laugh to be honest and he was so smug
his mum said he was awful and mean
I came home and went on my laptop for a bit
then I went to the shops with mum and dad
got a new hair brush :D well happy
then had soup whilst my family had take away pizza
Thats when I came upstairs and drew the wolf
Tomorrow I have been invited to lynn's house for dinner and sewing
perfect
So I plan on doing another drawing in the morning then going over to hers mid-morning
mate ne~
I am suffering quite bad with thoughts at the moment but I refuse to listen to them
the subject is not being with adam any more apparently he's not needed in my life anymore
and no one is needed for that matter
