I woke up this morning with my ears popping and cracking
my face feeling pressured and the sides of my ears bruised from
me pressing so hard on them -______-
Dad had asked me last night how I'd got on
I knew exactly he'd react and I guess right he just said
"pathetic"
So going to a place ive never been before, trying to help my condition
trying to help my pain and fatigue. Being locked in a tank and going through
the most immense pain ive ever been in, makes me pathetic.
My ears slowly over the day have gotten better, theyre not 100% but getting there
I went out shopping with mum today
It was the first time ive been in her new car, its nice ^^ its a purpley blue quasquai
We went round 3 shops; NEXT clearance, Matalan and TK MAXX
Mum got 2 t-shirts I got 2 t-shirts but then 2 plain t-shirts as I have plans to alter them
well they were only £2 each from next, it would cost more to shop at Primark
and that's saying something XD
Here are my t-shirts~
From next clearance for £4
From Matalan for £6 - I love tops with the strings at the top X3 also it short at the front long at the back how cool is that!?
both of them I can wear for work~
Then as a little cute extra I picked this up for £2
fluffy hair bobble but Im gonna use it as a hair bobble and a wrist decoration~
We came home, had lunch, sorted clothes out
and I went to bed exhausted
When I got up I went online for a lil while
I brought a few beauty products actually
I just felt in a girly mood and wanted to try new stuff
I order;
Whitening cream (for face) - £7
Pressed powder with powder puff (for face) - £6
Too Faced chocolate eye shadow set (for eyes) - £6
of course I shopped around getting best price I could
I spoke to mum before my purchases and she said give em a go
we share make-up so I asked her if she'd like to use em and she wants to use
the eye shadow :)
Then Ed's Anime jigsaw puzzle came in the post
so I gathered that with his notebook and packaged it up for posting
when I went to look for his address - a scrap bit of paper in a large draw
I came across an xmas card complete with envelope I was like "what the heck is this doing in here!?"
I opened it, it was one from Dom, then £40 slipped out!!!
I remembered then he gave me £40 at christmas, I had put it in my draw to take on holiday
with me, but clearly forgot all about it.
So Im £40 up haha
I went for a walk with mia this evening
it was nice to see her
she just had a massive rant to me about feeling low and in rut
so we talked about that. I knew exactly how she felt cus ive been there myself
she said it had helped by talking to me ^^
I am useful for some stuff even if i am 'pathetic'
Tomorrow I think im gonna get some work done :)
