Monday, 15 October 2018

Ran 3.5miles + Ed came over

Evening~

Couldnt get off to sleep despite picking up my kindle
for the first time in about 2 weeks
i woke up at 6:50am
i got up ready in case the phone rang
it didnt
so i did 30 mins of yoga then 20 mins of dancing
i needed a shower

Ed had said yesterday that by 9am we will know if were meeting up
he didnt text til 10am saying he over slept
he eventually made his way over
but i couldnt be arsed
dont know what was up with me but i just didnt want to socialise today
i was happy in my own bubble
i started tea staining some paper to do art and was gonna spend my day doing art
but i should be grateful for company
some days i crave company as im lonely
just today didnt want it
i couldnt even be arsed to get ready for him XD

I had some lunch and was ready
he didnt arrive til 1:15pm
he didnt want to go out he wanted to stay inside with me
we talked and he cuddled right up to me and wanted to kiss me
i didnt want attention or affection so was giving him the cold shoulder
but i did eventually come round and start being nice to my guest XD
I was annoyed at him as he had a cold and sore throat....
he didnt tell  me
my immune system is terrible and i go away next week
so im wondering now if i will be full of cold for when i go away now
if i am i will skin him
we didnt do much other than talk and he let me play his Nintendo Switch as
i have never been on one before
i was pretty good actually we went on Mario Cart
i wouldnt have one tho

he left eventually
i felt like i was kicking him out but i did want to go running club
even tho it had rained alllll day today
i still wanted to go 

running club was hard work
people are all over the place and because of that
i ended up running in a group of 4 and did 3.5 miles
thats the furthest ive ever ran
they wanted me to run 4 but i wanted to be able to walk in the morning

came home showered and made beans on toast and washed up
and thats it 
im sick of the weather
it was good to see Ed today
im grateful hes travelled to come see me on his motorbike in the rain
even tho i tried to put him off from doing that

tomorrow i have to be at my new school at 11am to sign all the paperwork!
hopefully i will hear more about the role and actually look round the school!
not got anything else on so i might do the art work id like to attempt
i basically want to do a picture of a guinea pig using tea and coffee as my medium 

i hope i sleep tonight
my body is tired