Evening
I didn't sleep so well again last night, I am blaming hayfever and this heat!! Jack said he hardly slept at all. So we both couldnt be bothered to get up this morning! And nether could Oz! He didnt leave his cage til 10 mins after Jack had opened it up XD Just was not happening here at chateau lapin at 6am today!
Still, I did my yoga and my mindfulness targets - which I can say I totally nailed!
I went with Jack to school and I didnt feel anxious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That awful sicky anxiety was not there this morning!! woohoo!! shows Jo is improving ^^ It could also be that I havent died on the toilet for 2 weeks and I am actually absorbing my antidepressiant.
I went straight to mum's from dropping Jack off, surprising her. We had a cup of tea and I was able to see her for 50mins before she went to work and I got to see the piglets too :3
I came home as mum went to work.
I got 2/3 things done from my mindfulness list done. Which was to touch up the walls where the carpet fitters savaged my walls, and wrapped dad's father's day present up for sunday.
At this point I wasn't sure if I was gonna go to bed or a walk, but judging the sun, I decided I would in fact go to bed. I woke up to find it was lunch time so I had my soup whilst watching some vlogs
and to be honest I have had vlogs on all day really as hearing voices doesnt make me feel so alone in the house and I am not always in the mood for music you know? I didnt learn anything of interest but it was something different.
I had Oz in for an hour he was happy bunny ^^ I caught him sitting in my sunflowers this morning which was very cute.
I did my exercises as I felt in the mood to move so I did 35mins of working out which did make me a bit sweaty but these clothes need to go in the wash anyway
I went and did some drawing, then marinated my pork for dinner then made some banana biscuits. I decided to add fudge chunks to the mixture and I was really looking forward to that and yeah it was a bit disappointing. Then again, I didnt add loads :/ but it was something to snack on as I was hungry and didnt want to have another slice of fruit loaf X3
Jack rang to say he was walking up to the house so I got a cold drink ready for him and was like an excited puppy to see him again -____- need to reign it in Jo XD But Jack finds its endearing and cute so its all good. Its cus I havent spoke to anyone for hours and my excitement and energy just comes pouring out at once. And my love for Jack obviously X3
He was so tired and is so tired. Said work was so busy that he didnt get lunch til 2pm and dint get to finish it til 3pm and also he hadn't slept so I felt bad for him. He is missing me at school and so is Julia he said. We did dinner which was good but gave me stomach pains for some reason. It was only pork and veg so nothing weird.
After dinner I did a few chores and uploaded my new ninetails picture onto red bubble
https://www.redbubble.com/i/t-shirt/Ninetail-fox-fire-by-LunatiqueDesign/80353094.7KE4Y.XYZ
makes me wonder which will sell more my old design or my new design
I will have a bath in a moment then Jack said he will have it after me
then might do some drawing or something who knows, I have almost done the outline
tomorrow
dropping Jack off at work then Mia is coming over for a walk at 9am
then i will go over to mum's for an early lunch then we said we would go home sense as I want a look round and hopefully find some draws for my craft room and maybe shelving. We shall see! Hopefully tomorrow I wont have any anxiety ether!
