I woke up a fair bit last night having dreams and having some dreams
i wanted to wake up from, it is rather scary being in a dark closed room
with a beastly dragon firing fire balls at you, jeez i dont even know where
half my dreams come from
I did manage to go to sleep instantly each time I woke up
but I did notice that I was wet with sweat as I was well layered up
on a night probably most people slept on top of their duvet
it was a warm night to say the least
but I was still shivering despite my hot body temperature
mum woke me at 7:30am but I found it hard to rise
as I felt like a drowsy zombie XD
but I knew I had to get up for Ozwald
we got him to the vets on time and our usual vet greeted us
and she was heavily pregnant!! I couldnt believe it
I said to her it doesnt feel long ago she was on her honey moon
but she said that was 3 years ago!! she said shes been a vet for 9 years now
so I have know her some years as Ive owned rabbits for 13 years which is half my life now
Oz was so good honestly he didnt even flinch when the needle went in!! hard core!!
what i didnt appreciate was how he was all over the vet!!! he was leaning up at her
not me
and giving her licks
not me
talk about second best Ozwald he didnt want to know me and wasnt in a rush to leave ether!
the vet loved Ozwald as usual and wishes all her patients were like him
flirting with the nurse Oz
We got him home and I told mum I still felt unfit to drive
im still very dizzy but i can tell i have improved from yesterday in that respect
but im still dizzy and its making me feel a little sick from the dizziness and my stomach is still majorly off it doesnt like food at the moment it would seem
but i will get there. my mood is a lil strange too my head feels very mixed up
im trying to distract myself from dwelling on it all
I got dropped off at psychology were i could not be arsed to go
but i went as i know i have to >.>
we didnt talk much about family as he said we would it was more about my responsibilities in life
and how sleep effects life. he wasnt impressed by my doctor swapping me to another anti-depressiant so quickly. and he suggested that i may need to meet with a psychiatrist to sort medication out as theyre more specialised in mental health medication
i came away feeling a lil annoyed by all we talked about i felt like i had to stand my ground with it all but that might have just been the way i was feeling like i said i don feel quite right in the head today.
mum picked me up and told me that she had posted my ebay stuff off
think ive made a total of £25 so it was worth doing i guess
we came home and i checked on Oz he seemed fine just warm bless him
Today I made mum a new waist pocket thing i suppose it looks similar to the retro 'bum bags' as she likes to have one to put her keys in and phone when she goes for her walks, but because she got a new phone recently shes struggling to fit it in as its much bigger than her blackberry and she asked me yesterday if id make her one before sunday so thats what i did today i took my time as i have little brain power but somehow i didnt screw it up! she was pleased with the result
I havent done a great deal else and it feels like a long day today
but i think its cus i was up early and i havent had a sleep in the day today ether
oh and a massive achievement to myself today i am officially 2 days clean of Tramadol
this hasnt happened for 7 years so its something to be proud of
and hopefully i can keep being clean as i do plan to be rid of them for good
I got this in the post this week its a hair clip, but so cute right i love it
tomorrow i think im seeing adam but hes in work earlier and im not sure if i will be able to drive or not so i will have to see about it all
suppose to be another warm day tomorrow as well
