Last night at 8pm mum went for a walk round the neighbour hood with me
it was nice i enjoyed it
enjoyed her company and being out in the evening
evenings are long and lonely
every night and evening is the same, im by myself even tho im in the family
home i feel alone
i guess most people spend it with their other half or something
but i just dont /:
its sad
so last night i tried some of the oil i made at karens thing
didnt take me long to drop off and i had vivid dreams
i woke up in the night to get comfortable again and then drifted off
woke up 8am and felt like id had a deep sleep but i couldnt wake
cus id taken Calms as well
bugger those Calms tablets are
not gonna bother with them tonight i'll just use the oil
put it to the test to see if last night was fluke
i had a slow morning of not showering or dressing til 11am!
in the mean time i printed out some templates of some plushies
i want to make for birthday presents but soon realised the fabric
i was gonna use isnt gonna have the desired affect i want
so i left that and danced but ive not had energy all day and my joints hurt
mum let me feel her knee joint when she moves her leg so i could compare it
with my own as mine you can really feel
she felt mine and it made her feel sick XD
yeah i have an issue that i cant wait to get sorted
i had lunch whilst being home alone which was nice
and then i quietly read manga
got 2 more books to read of pandora hearts!!
cant believe ive been collecting since my college days of being 17 years old
and i finally as a 26 year old find out the ending XD
i did some more dancing
did yosakoi mainly as i had a quiet house
but my body hurts from all the dancing
still think im fat and over weight despite all the dancing i have done
done some yoga also
stitched a design onto a hoodie i had
seeing as i couldnt do the plushies thought id sew that
designed some nail art to do for mine and adam's mum's nails
just cus i wanted to do a doodle
tried to play my zelda game even though ive only done 1 hour on it months ago
i couldnt understand where to go next so i think ive got to start it again
and make a better start of it XD
just not that into games right now but i want to be!
tomorrow mum has rearranged her work shift so she can come Derby with me
i didnt ask her and i was fine going by myself but she wanted to come
so yeah we're doing that tomorrow
as basically i want fabric for these plushies
fabric i cant get round these parts or pay the earth online
should be a nice morning with my mummy
then not sure rest of the day
might go for another walk tonight
do some japanese in a few mins
my nails this week~
