Monday, 18 July 2022

No one wanted to be there

 Evening


I managed to get some sleep last night. Weirdly we both woke up for 2 wees but didnt notice one another getting up in the night. I didnt want to get up for school


So this morning my anxiety was through the roof like I was gonna be having a blood test or something. I was a wreck in the car - poor Jack driving. I was anxious about how hot school was gonna be and it making me feel unwell. I didnt want to feel unwell or get heat stroke.

We walked into the prep room 7:45am    28c

Yup

It was hot and quickly reached 30c and that was after we have opened up the windows and put the fans on. No one wanted to be in school today, unless youre the head teacher and you have a big room to yourself with AC. The kids didnt wanna learn, teachers didnt wanna teach. We had emails from parents refusing to send their children in.

The whole day was pointless. 

I had a headache and felt sick but it was just the constant humid heat.

I got my jobs and Jack suggested I take work home for tomorrow and work from home


I got home and my first priority was to open up the windows and bring my lad in to see if he was ok. He was ok actually and I have been giving him fridge water, carrot and apple today. Along with going out in the heat to pick him greens. He is well looked after and the curtains are drawn so sun cant get him. Hes just been flopping round the lounge but at least hes safe. Mum  has been doing her best for girls also

Mum came to see me for lunch then she left me and I went to sleep for almost 2 hours, i didnt do much once i was up as it was too hot to focus on anything. It is 38c or something crazy. I had a cold bath and made sure I was out before my hot Jack got home and aw bless him he did look warm. I put stuff on his skin to calm it down. Last night watching RWBY i massaged his hands and feet for him


I might try do some painting later, I just keep feeling sick and headachy but I dont wanna waste my whole day.


tomorrow

guess i am working from home. its suppose to be like 40c tomorrow. at least jack will have the car and I can keep Oz safe all day.