I slept ok
ahhhhh its so nice to say those words
I did sleep although before I went to bed I had awful
stomach ache and when I went for 100th time to the toilet that night
I ended up passing blood...
Thats not normal even for me.
So I told mum and she told me to ring the doctors in the morning
Morning came and I rung up the doctors and got in (very surprisingly)
for today at 9:50am which I thought was great as I had karen at 11am
I got there for exactly 9:50am knowing the doctors are NEVER on time
and time went on. and on. and on. I was constantly the youngest in the waiting room
by about 50 years Id say
easily
and when the 1 hour mark hit
yes 1 hour I was sat there for
I rang my mum ranting down the phone that id been sat there a bloody hour and was gonna leave
she told me not to just leave and to ask the receptionist if id been missed
so i went to do that and got called in by a trainee doctor before i could speak to a receptionist
he asked "is it ok if i chat with you before the doctor sees you"
now at this point i didnt care if i looked like a bitch of not i was peeved to say the least
i replied "well as long as you make it quick i have been sat out there a whole hour"
he was quite taken back by my manner and said he'd be quick
ether way this stuck an extra 10mins on my time making it now 11am
the time i was suppose to be at karens..
i had in formed her id be late
so at 11am i was graced with the presence of my doctor!
he said "sorry about the wait, just mad today. Old people wanting me for everything"
i was gonna lace into him but i just wanted to get out
so i told him what was up
he said "ive got a stomach bug" i said "do you not think its a bit coincidental that i change to new tablets and my stomach is upset?" he was convinced it was a stomach bug id got and to "starve myself for 1 day" right ok thats a normal thing to do isnt it.
he just said that i was to take only 1 tablet and to give it another week
so i had waited over an hour to be told "give it another week" i was peeved
i could have ripped into anyone
I drove over to Karen's blasting out music in my car
i got there and she opened the door and i just said
"ahhhh karen de-stress me im sick of humans, sorry, people" she laughed and so did someone else...
her cleaner who is a customer of my dad....what must she think to that
i went on ranting and they were both laughing
I told her about yoga karen and she told me she saw her last week and shes lost almost 2 stones because she cant eat anything but fruit and veg as anything with fat in makes her throw up or be in bad pain. I couldnt believe it. i hope she gets better soon!
I had a massage and a good catch up then came home it was 1pm at this point
i left the house at 9:45am
seemed unreal
I rand mum and then adam to fill them in on the day
made myself a salad cus there was nothing else to eat really
then I went and did some drawing
i painted mum's nails
mum dyed my hair and im blond! not barbie blond but blond enough
when i washed the dye out the water was grey....i feared for what colour my hair now was
but upon drying it i really like it, its blond and i said id try blond this year
i kept sitting in the sun to bleach it naturally in stead of chemically
as my hair i seems to be UV sensitive XD
got an interview on monday for another agency cus im not getting a whole lot of work
so i thought id branch out
I got Ogata Haruna drawn up and the badge started
Its coming along but i need a photoshop hand from my brother
he liked my hair colour im wondering what he will dye his to next
i had a MASSIVE talk to mum about adam today
well not specifically adam but relationships and a bit of life in general
and i wasnt having a go or a moan just talking and its all stuff that has gone through both
our minds and i think im gonna have to talk to him about a few things this weekend
my stomach currently HURTS big time
it is painful and ive lived in that toilet tonight
the whole starve yourself idea sometimes appeals
me and mum didnt go yoga tonight because of me
no way was i doing yoga with this pain and stuff
sucks
tomorrow i plan to draw and sew woo
my parents are off to Whitby tomorrow for the weekend so im home on pet duty
I got in the post today
new joggers :D
Heavy Rotation eye brow mascara (which ive got mum using)
and japanese facial condition which i cant wait to have a go with!
