I fell asleep just before midnight, somehow
but ended up having a nightmare >.>
something was chasing me i could hear its breathing and foot steps
I was running down darker and darker alley ways
I woke up in the end
my hair was wet, I was sweaty
it was only 1:30am
so I hadnt even been sleeping that long!!!
So annoyed
I got up and stayed awake til 5am
and then I woke up at 6am I got up at 6:15am
wanting a shower and to start my day on the little sleep I'd had -___-
I got to school a little early
I felt soooooo sick
but wondered if i would feel better if i said hello to everyone before it all kicked off
i found the 3 of them cleaning the prep room XD not wanting it to look like a total mess
Jack told me to go downstairs >.>
I was 'against' two other woman
both were older
one looked like 30s other was 51
so i was the runt
we had to get straight into it
so we started with the distillation practical set up
i managed it fine
then we had to work out the sucrose quantities
and jack and rebecca were hanging round me i told em theyre stressing me out
rebecca had a quiet word with me where i was going wrong which was nice of her
but i believe i got there in the end with it
then we had a written task which i didnt enjoy but got on with it
i was sooooooooooooooooooooooo drained after all that
like sitting 5 exams in one
it was so mentally draining and i just wanted to tell jack to stick it
i couldnt look him in the eye as i knew id mess up or mess around ><
we went and had a break then
i talked with alan and rebecca
and then had a pointless tour of the school
then they reviewed our workings out and stuff
whilst we waited in the staffroom
it was alphabetical order who got called through for the grilling first
and seeing as my surname is S i get to go last
woopee >.> i wanted to be done and dusted
i got called through by a lady i was interviewed by last time
she told me she happy that i had applied which made me feel better
i was interviewed by her, jack and head of science
i tried to be serious but its so hard when jack is asking me questions
head of science said "and where do you see your self in 3 years time?"
i said "i'll be 30!"
they all laughed i didnt say it to be funny ><
the lady was like "i didnt have you down for being that old"
yeah probably another one that thought i was like 21 or something >.>
after my grilling i was allowed to leave
i do not know how i drove home
i felt like a zombie
i came in and was just on a ball at the front door carpet
and said to mum "its over ive done it, probably screwed it up but ive done it"
she said someone had just rang but i was obviously driving home
talk about not giving me time to get in XD
so i had to wait 10 mins for them to ring back
and it was the lady to say they were impressed with me and it was good to see how much i had learned since my last interview and they wanted to have me :D
i was shocked and relieved as i do not know what i would have done otherwise
jack had sent a congratulations text
mum made me sweet tea and i had a cookie all to boost my sugar up
my hands were shaking and i was physically drained and mentally to be honest
i told mum i was going to bed this was at 12:30pm mum said i looked white
i got up at 3:30pm and felt even worse
mum said i looked grey - seems i cant do flesh tones today
and yeah ive basically stayed in bed from then
i feel awful
im sweating but im cold and hot, i have a headache and i feel weak
im hoping its just cus ive pushed myself so hard and not cus im sick
i was suppose to see jack tonight but i simply cant
i told him and mum im gonna get an ear piercing as a reward for getting the job XD
i hope i can sleep tonight
ive so had enough
tomorrow will probably be dull tho i can imagine
as i have nothing planned
suppose it depends how well i am
so yeah im pleased how the day went anyway
starting i think 3rd june i will be full time science technician!
my second full time job and i know this will be a better experience than last time
and ill have jack there to support me
makes me wonder which other lady got the second position
photo from saturday~
