I got up this morning feeling quite rough
i really need to see a doctor and get myself sorted
I was in two minds whether to go school or not
but I went I faced the day some how
i dont understand how I can be strong at times like this week recently
then in absolute pieces falling into depression another time
I got to school on time
and they did some play/work for half hour then the local vicar came to do
some carol singing with the whole school and personally if I can get out of
that kinda crap I will. So I asked the teacher if she would like me to put up
her new space display
and luckily she trusted me with that :D I was well happy about that
I never get to do wall displays
So I set to work backing the wall in black and I got some silver type paper which behaved a lot like tin foil so I crinkled it up and bordered the black then I flicked bits of white and yellow paint on the black for the 'stars' it was all going well until a child left in my care (wouldnt do carol singing apparently) she was struggling to go for a number 2 then messed herself so I had to fetch another TA to come help cus no way was I helping there!
break time for the children I called them one by one to do a questionnaire
I got the whole class done so that was yet another job I got ticked off for them this week
they couldnt believe how much they were getting done its cus they have an extra pair of hands that actually wants to work! and boy do I work
we called them in for the popcorn machine that had been lent to us by the vicar and well you can imagine how excited and giddy the kids got over that
lunch time and the staff room was freezing this rather large TA in a jumper was wrapping presents and wanted 2 windows wide open everyone came in saying 'its freezing' but she never shut it i couldnt wait to go back to class just cus i knew it would be warmer there
i stood outside on lunch time duty
then me and TA spent the rest of the afternoon mouth blowing up 60 balloons I did 40
then tying ribbon round them
then I helped put away the old stuff from near the new space display
done that was my day done
i was about dead on my feet but some how kept going
They all thanked me for their help and got some hugs and 'im going to miss you' and it all felt heart felt and honest, I could tell they appreciated everything I had done for them
as my god these 7 days I have worked my socks off!
I got home and went straight for a shower to warm up and relax
got into my pajamas ^^ i have officially finished work this year and its a good feeling
I can start thinking about christmas
I actually finished all my wrapping including mia's birthday present
i have actually finished it all
I took a photo of Adam and his parent's presents randomly
I just need to give out now~
I am exhausted but I did rest sitting with the girls then Oz helped me wrap
so I have unwound with my pets but I find it hard to sit still
tomorrow I was going to do my wrapping but seeing as thats done I might
wash my car it is filthy as the roads are filthy
Adam is going to come see me after his shift :D then I have yoga later on
