Konbanwa~
I didn't sleep great
refused to leave my bed despite the fact i was almost crying in pain
dont know why my pain is super bad at night
but still it was nice not having to sit down stairs by myself
i woke up at 7am but stayed in bed for half hour as everyone was off out to work
so i figured it was best to stay out the way
i went for a run this morning
it was such a lovely morning
but it was a hard ask
i just found it a real effort to run
its weird how sometimes its easy sometimes its hard
i showered when i came in
and did a few bits and danced
then i had lunch and went to bed i was tired
and i know i dont sleep well on a yoga night
i went out for a brew with mum which was nice
the earl grey tea was so damn good
then we came back and i painted her nails and toe nails
im gonna do my nails tonight theyve chipped terribly for some reason
i did some more painting
got another guinea pig done
its looking alright i think
mum says its really good but im unsure
i just dont want it to look like i child has done it
im just taking my time with it anyway
went to yoga
it was shoulder work which is typically the muscle i have pulled
then we were doing some sort of handstand using the wall
i forced myself to do it even tho i wasnt feeling my strongest
i heard karen say "ill be over in a sec jo"
i landed safely and she came over and i said "i dont want to do again"
cus i was tired basically and i had tried it
she said "have you hurt yourself?"
i said "no"
she said "right up the wall"
ahhhh she lets me get away with nothing shes so hard on me always pushing me!
but it makes me respect her i wouldnt have any other teacher
jack has moved out today
but found out his flat mate cant move out til saturday
so hes by himself
hes asked if i can sleep over tomorrow...eep
not sure about that one
my only concern is leaving my brother home alone
im sure he'd be fine but yeah ive never done it before
got school tomorrow
someone is looking round or something so ive got to be behaved
i get to tend to the plants tomorrow as well which im sadly looking forward to XD
i got a belt in the post today
and a new top
my fringe is so long i need it cutting but im not having a hair cut til 13th april!!
so anxious about my night
mum and dad go away tomorrow and i know im gonna feel it really bad
just not mentally strong this week
pathetic really
