Evening~~
I slept pretty well again last night and woke up just before my alarm - I prefer it this way, I hate waking up to an alarm, I like waking up on my terms
I could tell when I got up this morning that I was running out of steam. I wanted to go school but knew I would struggle with my fatigue today
Got to school and had my first practical to do since returning - there has been other biology practicals to do but Jack did them for me. I managed it, I felt it took me longer than normal cus I needed to get into the swing of it again like making up chemicals etc but Jack was there for me ^^
I helped a bit in one class too
and did sitting down jobs and got all my jobs done but I had had enough. Jeez Id had enough
I keep being hungry 45mins into my shift T^T so i have one snack then an hour or so later I have my second snack ><;
I came home and had lunch with mummy and Oz
Then went to bed for 2 hours as I was so tired ><
woke up and did 30mins of yoga but it was hard going I had no energy. Its hard being on this diet and still recovering your digestive organs as I am not eating energy rich foods and not getting everything from the food I am eating. So life is very hard right now! But I have to try and do some exercise each day.
Then I made lunch for Jack he has such a good lunch tomorrow! made a start on dinner. Ate dinner far to quick as I was ravenous so I had bad tummy ache after my dinner I know it wasnt helped by how fast I did eat but I was just so desperate to have food in me! Whilst recovering on the floor with my hot bag I watched Jack and Oz groom one another its so sweet. jack using a brush obviously!
Im gonna have a bath then slather steroid cream all over my face and neck as my eczema is so sore now.
Then it will be anime and switchs in bed.
tomorrow is friday, last day of term and also the day the sows come!
Jack has said I can work from home if needed but I really dont want to. I shall see how I am tomorrow if I feel I can get through the day and safely drive home. Mum will drop the sows off mid morning
i dont want to work from home but I also need to be grateful at how well I have done this week. I have done much better than I thought. I went from nothing to being back on my 4 hour shifts
