Tuesday, 16 May 2017

Started elephant mug

Evening

I had my nightmare last night
At first I didn't realize it was the nightmare as it all happened differently
it was me in my bed which is where it usually takes place (feels true to life)
but there was these 2 hand gloves which looked and felt like a hand was inside
but they weren't connected to a wrist or anything for that matter
and they were attacking me and very strong when Id grab one i started to panic
then I realized it was the nightmare and I woke up it tried to pull me back in
so i got my kindle and flashed that in my eyes before it was too late
so i was tired this morning

I got to the acupuncturist on time
he gave me thinner needles and didnt stick them in as far as they could go
he told me that my stomach is inflamed and he wants to have ago treating my other issues
like my pain
but he says he cant tackle that until my stomach is right
he said youd be surprised how many illnesses are caused from stomachs not being right
he then said that he'd like me to go a week without
tomatoes, potatoes (not including sweet potato luckily) blueberries and peppers
ok thats a lil tricky cus i like tomato things but i will do it
i had 10 needles
1 in the back of each wrist
8 in my stomach 
i hated the feel of some of them especially the one in my left wrist
i had the heat lamp also

I left wondering if to call in on adam to wake him
but decided against it in case it put him in a mood with me cus hes not a morning person
but then again hes never in a mood with me
so i went home and had my first cuppa of the day
put girls out to end up fetching them in 90mins later in the rain -____-
i had started drawing out adam's mum's mug I got pretty far actually
 
it felt good to draw again
even if it was just simple

then i met adam for lunch
his friend who does the lunches wanted me to try her meatball special
but i cant have tomatoes ><
so i had sweet chill chicken and bacon and cheese panini it was good as usual
adam paid. he always buys me food
then i drove us to his house
we saw his dad before he went out
then we laid on his bed for a 30mins then his dad came home and the 3 of us
went into the roof to look for pokemon cards we found them
i have far more than him X3
I didnt feel to good tho from 2pm on wards and was slowly getting worse
i tried to keep it together but was struggling
by 3pm i was wondering whether to go home or not
not wanting to get to the point were i dont trust myself to drive
we were only talking with his dad
by 3:40pm i got up and got my shoes on i said i was sorry
adam's bed was offered to me but i didnt want to have to do that
thats for emergencies 
god knows what his dad must think of me
so i went home, came in and announced i was fine but needed my bed
mum came to check up on me and said i did the right thing coming home
i felt drained, very sick, and my head was really waking up
to the point were i felt i could have cried
i needed to knock myself out
which is what i did for an hour
i woke up to the sound of mum yelling as a pigeon hit the kitchen window and made her jump

since then i havent done a lot at all
dont feel good and got school tomorrow
i could do without it 
its gonna rain tomorrow again so its looking like indoor break which i hate
cus indoor break means no break for the staff
luckily mum is bringing me home for my lunch!
then at home time might see mia around 5:30ish

here's a new top i was wearing today
kawaii ne~