Evening
I couldnt get off last night despite being half dead from massage
I had to get up and eat something and take lots of drugs. By which time jack finished gaming and came to bed so we went to bed at the same time. I woke up in the night for a huge 2L wee XD and even at 8am I needed a huge wee. Its all from massage, but surprises me how much the human bladder can hold @.@
I was dead this morning I had lilacy white lips, lovely. Theyre usually pale but not THAT pale....
But I couldnt bare to waste a day inside 4 walls so after mum txt me to see how I was this morning I told her I could manage going to TK with her. But then she told me to go get Jack's permission >.> how unfair is that!? its just cus I am prone to pushing myself and Jack knows this. He gave me the terms and conditions, like I had to say before I was dying that I am dying, not to carry bags. So I told mum and she came for me at 9:30am. i put my bank card in her purse so it meant I had nothing to carry. No keys or phone XD
we had a look around for almost an hour, I managed to buy 2 plants pots and they match ^^ they are for my bathroom as my plants in there are desperate for a repot. I got some hot chocolate too and a candle that smells like chocolate. I am picky with candles and also light them almost everyday. As Oz being in the lounge so much can make it smell of....bun....
we got home and mum helped me bring stuff in
she stayed for a quick cup of tea then left. I recovered and had my lunch. I felt too wired to sleep tho so I sat and drew~ I drew for ages but was taking breaks when i couldnt sit at the desk anymore. Jack likes the drawing so far, I havent drawn in a sketchbook for ages!!! I want to test my pencil crayons out and I feel the first thing I do with them should be for jack ^^
My brother came over just before dinner, after I had a bath. He came to drop off his work graphics tablet for me to have a go with as its like A3 size 0.0 its freakin huge! but in doing this he had to download the new wacom software as my tablet is 10+ years old....
doing this deleted my settings for my tablet so I was a bit sad but I wanted to have a go on a big tablet to see if I would want to upgrade to a big tablet one day.
We had dinner when my brother left and Jack went to game. I sat in the lounge with Oz. I was testing out my brother's tablet but I could not get on with it. DOES NOT NEED TO BE THAT BIG!!! size is not everything it would seem. Literally couldnt cope with it being that big. So I went to plug mine back in and nothing worked, i was googling how to set stuff up, couldnt do it. i was getting anxious and frustrated until at 7pm I took Oz home and went to my parents.
No one was expecting me and they were happy to have me. My brother put everything back to normal for me on my laptop as I took everything over with me. i was relieved and felt I would actually be able to sleep tonight....
mum cut me some banana cake she made today it was so good! she gave me some to take home and some biscuits she made and they were for Jack as she said "i dont know if you will share that cake" XD she knows me well. I had a pig sit and told truffs I would see her tomorrow for a trim.
I stayed til 8:30pm and came home. jack had realised I had gone. I forgot to say anything to him and didnt take my phone ^^; I was in so much of pickle over my tablet. He was fine and happy to have a biscuit I brought to him
Hes still gaming for a short while more then hes coming down
whilst he was gaming I repotted 4 plants. he wouldnt let me do it earlier as he didnt want me to push myself but I got it done ^^ my new pots are in the bathroom and look so nice!! I am so happy with them :D and other plants have had a shuffle. My coconut has a bigger pot now but I dont think it will last it long as it wasnt that much bigger but it will tide it over for now. couldnt keep it in the pot it came in it was cruel! I fed everything rain water I have been cultivating in an old coffee jar like some crazy person.
I am very tired and achy now tho but I feel I have achieved something
tomorrow
got Oz to clean out and bathroom to clean, then going to mums for an hour mainly to trim truffs fur as my god she a mess~ then probably draw rest of the day or do some actual revision i guess.....
