Evening
ah what a week -_____- I almost dont feel like writing about it you know
its just been so crap and its all stomach related honestly
I left home early one day cus of needing the toilet
I have been round the prep room like a slug
i have not digested food properly
kept up til early hours of the morning due to going to the toilet a lot
and whats more is I have missed yet MORE events this week just simply cus I can not go cus of my stomach.
Tuesday Jack had the work social, it was at pizza express he enjoyed himself but was gone hours! I was glad he had a nice time. On tuesday it was also my brothers 28th birthday! So I bought him cakes that morning from a store on the way to school. I took them too him and he was very grateful. After school we went over only for like an hour for him to open his gifts and have some cake. I would have stayed longer but Jack needed to get off to the work due. He liked his presents tho ^^
wednesday was another teacher strike day, not complaining as it makes school so much more quieter!
Thursday was the day I finished my shift off at home due to stomach pains and not knowing if I needed to go destroy a toilet
friday I worked from home and I was very glad of this...cus we were going out and Jack would be hungover next morning we did our food shop. It was also Brandon's birthday so originally I had in mind that I would save my energy, work from home and go over with Jack's friends to Brandon's house but no. Just no. I was gutted. Got all my outfit ready, ate dinner then BAM stomach pain. crippling stomach pain. I was just about able to drive Jack to brandon's and only just got back to the toilet in time (I tell you its ruining and ruling my life!)
Jack was a bit hungover saturday bless him. I made him a sausage, egg and bacon baguette - made with love ^^ Oz had lost 40 more grams bless him. Hes doing so well. Its slow but I am glad cus I would never want to starve him! I bought him some dried grass this week for him to snack on.
It was Theo's birthday event on saturday he wanted a take away night at harvey's so I was gonna go to that - i would take my own food so not to upset my tummy. But no I didnt get to go to that either cus of tummy stuff T^T jack wasnt drinking so he drove himself there luckily.
today, we did a whole hour's walk this morning. It was quite bitter out there almost minus degrees today. but I enjoyed my walk with my jack. We talked about holidays and such as I would like to do a little couple day break in the UK with him. But everything I wanted to do was pretty much shot down as I am anything but realistic with my health which is why i run stuff by him first as hes more realistic but he hates putting a dampener on stuff. We think we might just do Manchester. something a bit further but familiar as I wanted to do london but jack said "you need to build up to our most densely populated city Jo, you get anxious and overwhelmed doing the weekly shop sometimes"....he's right damn it.
I havent done much else to be honest
all weekend I have lazed around my body and mind are just so exhausted for some reason. I have had more to do this week just so it means Jack can go out and not have do so many chores, he never asks me to do these things but i like to help him out. I am also not digesting stuff and forever going to the toilet so I suppose it all adds up. It has been such a dull weekend and I proper beat myself for not doing much. I need to stop doing that, everyone needs rest.
i did google the whole procedure thing and it says 34% of people can be sore and have stomach upset 2 weeks after it and 5% people 3 weeks after. it has been 17 days since I was probed by that camera.
Hopefully I am almost over the worst of all this T^T
I hope for a better week!!!!!
this week coming
we havent got anything out the ordinary happening, not like this week of social events. But on Saturday night me, jack, my brother and mia are going to a pub within walking distance in the evening for drinks. Mia wanted to do it so yeah that will be different! I just hope I can attend. Not sure what I will drink tho.
i finished a picture I was working on but have zero ideas what to draw next with this mush brain of mine right now. Twice i have tried to make mum a mothers day card and it just doesnt happen. zero creativity right now TT^TT
