Once again I fell asleep between 3am and 4am
but I did read the 2nd to last volume of Nura!!
Ive only got the last one to read now!!!!!! Im well excited to see how it ends
Luckily this morning I wasnt woken by Oz in my room
I was awoken tho by my shouting at him to get out the kitchen XD
he's a git
so Id had about 6 hours sleep, just
starting to take a toll now as this is 7 days of 3-6 hours sleep
This morning ugh another hot day
actually i wont complain nope i will not as today is bank holiday
it is 'may day' and that means something very odd indeed
its a bank holiday...and it's not raining?....
what alternate universe is this!?
so i wont complain
but we have had like 4 days of heat thats looking like at least 1 weeks worth of rain
as in britain we pay for good weather
we are in for a pour down shortly i reckon
I was having hay fever attacks at 1am and in the morning
i can no breathe man!!!
i said to mum "i was fine in mias and adams gardens tho"
she said "yes but we have A LOT of trees round here"
so tree and grass pollen seems to kill me off
I started drawing again this morning
cus really what was there to do in this heat?
i was fed up of being so hungry
so i got out a cob (yes bread!) baked beans, tuna, cheese
whacked it on the cob, microwaved it and ate it
my god it was damn good i mean adam said its the weirdest food combo ever but i dont care i like it and ive missed it damn it!!!
I had stomach pains for hours not chronic pain more like a bruising pain
speaking of bruising ive bruised MY SELF
like as in ive done it to myself
yesterday when i had the muscle spasm in my leg and i grabbed it
i had no idea i had such a strong grip, yesterday it left red finger marks on my leg and today ive got 5 small bruises on my calf instead of 5 red finger marks. i had no idea i could do that damage
if i have dug my nails in i could understand but this was skin on skin
stronger than i gave myself credit for
my leg hurts tho and a lot of my muscles feel knotty
ive stretched but it doesnt help any
ive tried dancing today but i get to hot sweaty and dizzy like instantly
so ive had to give up eventually. im learned two difficult dances as i fancy the challenge
i fell asleep at midday as i felt off and tired
turns out i slept for 3 hours...woah was not expecting that
but ive felt a bit off all day today and with not sleeping im not surprised i could sleep for that long
so i havent done a lot today
im the only one in the family who didnt leave the house today XD
i had a slobbing day i still got drawing done but not as productive day
but i guess i cant go at 100mph every day
i will give myself this
Tomorrow im not 100% certain what im doing as i do want a derby trip
its not important i even go this week but i do need to go and i wondered about going tomorrow by myself but it looks like another hot day and i wont be in the mood to sit on a bus for 30+ mins in the heat so i will end up leaving it another day. if i dont do my derby trip i will do some drawing no doubt im sure.
I drew this yesterday which shows just how ive felt lately
like holding back a wolf on a leash and having the strength to keep hold of the leash
