Evening
I dreamed of my granny last night
that i was in her house which looked exactly how it used to
i could feel her soft skin and squishy arms as i hugged
i started to cry, knowing she'd die and whether or not i should tell her
she gave me a blanket she no longer wanted and i could smell
her scent all over it
i woke up but i hadnt been crying in my sleep luckily
i sat with Oz this morning but he didnt really want me this morning DX
School was dull
just a bit slow and boring and with jack going on about pokemon
id had enough really
my god hes obsessed with games, im not even in his radar right now
but what can you do
just glad im not like that
i left early from work to go to a pain management appointment
which was fine, we talked about stuff and she was happy with my progress
not seeing her now for 6 months but i can go before then if i need to
but i dont think i will even need the 6 month appointment to be honest
i came home and went straight to bed
id had enough of my day
woke up and mum had returned with dad from having her foot injected
i helped make dinner after telling mum 3 times to sit down and let me effing do it
honestly such a control freak she needs to have no weight on that foot
she was gonna shower tonight despite having one this morning
i was like "no just go and sit down for gods sake!"
honestly
tonight i havent done much
im so tired mentally and physically
not sure how im gonna get through this week at the moment
and im still totally blanked by jack
arsehole
