Evening
I had a bad night, the bed was like concrete then my head was a mess. Before I knew it I was up ti 2am.....I woke up at 10am!! again!!! my morning gone T^T
Jack was playing pokemon on the TV with Oz again. Luckily Jack got up at 8am so Oz was seen too.
I had to get straight into cooking near enough
had soooooo much to do
I made chicken meatballs, cooked them, cooked Jack's sausages for his sandwich filling this week, cooked the marinated meat from yesterday which was 2 days worth of meals and my breakfast meat so it was 3 frying pans full....
I had soup to make also.
We had lunch and after lunch we went for a walk as it was sunny again so that was nice
Jack was getting his jobs done today. He sorted out his upstairs wardrobe. And actually threw stuff away. usually I have to tell him to part with things. It can be like working with a horder at times! But he did well. I threw out 2 bin liners full of clothes from my wardrobe and upstairs wardrobe
clothes I had been hanging on to for years simply cus I liked them, but when I held them up today I felt physically sickened by them. I thought "I do not want to be able to fit in them again" they were like childrens clothes! I know I had an eating disorder but yeesh I must have been skinny
other clothes I had held on to cus they looked good on but were anything but comfortable. I'm 30 now, I dont need this, I need comfort. Bring on the elasticated waists XD so they all went.
other stuff that didnt fit and just held on to
I felt cleansed. This is smallest amount of clothes I have owned in 15 years! I have a house now but own a small amount of clothes! I used to take up space in my mums wardrobes! I actually dont want to own that much again. Theres no need. its too much.
I ran out of steam so I will finish the other stuff in my upstairs wardrobe this week. Cus I have a few bits in there now and my paints. Wont take too long, then next weekend that wardrobe can go! We have a wardrobe each in the bedroom and a wardrobe each upstairs. We are condensing to one upstairs. It did feel weird putting my stuff in Jack's wardrobe and bagging clothes up off the hangers. Felt like I was moving out again
I then sat in the living room, I was quite done in
I told Jack that anxiety about school has been upsetting my stomach today. I have decided to not go school tomorrow, to finish the display work I am so close to finishing! Takes the stress off me.
I made dinner which was Nabe, never made it before. It was ok, not fussed on having it again really
tomorrow
working from home then I have cake/biscuit to make, wardrobe to sort.
I have a few phonecalls to make as well.
cant remember if i uploaded this or not but birthday card I did for Jack's sister last month
