I slept reasonably well for the 3rd night
still not sleeping all the way through but beggers cant be choosers
I got up and I went doctors i had an appointment at 9am
the 3rd appointment of the day
by 9:25am i still hadnt been seen....he totally sucks as a doctor
whats more he completely had no interest or care in what i had to say
it was like he was right - end of
he gave me two choices - both of which i wasnt happy with
ether up my nerve numbing pain killer
or up my antidepressant
i didnt want anymore medication so to hear him upping it i was not happy
i wanted actual help not more medication
he then said ive got to have a blood test....
yeah Jo was not happy this morning
i have got to have a test to see if theres inflammation in my joints
i came away wanting to scream and burn the place down
i got home and danced it out my system
quite enjoying the dances im learning currently
then i showered
sat with a brew
then got ready for work
it would be the first time ive worked since me and Jack started going out
i wasnt worried
i got to school and all seemed fine really
we talked like normal
my hours consisted of washing up
just shed loads of washing up...dull but gotta be done
at least i have company whilst im doing it
Jack told me he ended up telling everyone at work about us ><
i only saw alan today and he didnt say a thing about our relationship
not sure the same can be said when i see more people as the week goes on
but jack has asked them to go easy on me XD
he went and viewed a property to rent after school
hes set on moving out which will be good
we talked about stuff and i casually said "im just waiting for your patience to wear thin"
he said "any other girl id be taking that as 'shes had enough and wants to break up' whereas with you you literally mean it" XD
we talked about pokemon and i was surprised we like the same pokemon in our parties, out of all the 100s there are to choose from we like the same
good minds think a like it seems
but he said he was relieved that work wasnt awkward between us now
it felt like nothing had changed, well thats how i felt anyway
so thats all good :) i walked all over him before he asked me out anyway XD
i did some yoga when i was home cus i needed to stretch out from washing up
i got my hair dye in the post and a figure
here's my new figure
kotori from Lovelive got her for £6.50 as no one bidded! she looks a bit alice in wonderlandy i think im waiting for another figure then im done
i had leftover pasta for dinner i made yesterday
and then mum had made nutella cake! well good ^^
after dinner me and my brother went out
just shops and then he was kind enough to take me to pick up my new stronger pain killers
so i can start them tonight
they should - acording to the doctor - help me with my sleep
we shall see
tomorrow
not 100% certain what i will do tomorrow
id like to maybe do a run
then in the evening im going to a disney pub quiz with tara and james!
should be good ^^
and you get extra points if you wear something disney so im wearing my only disney item of clothing, a mickey mouse jumper
tonight i will sit with the tens machine and listen to music which is what ive been doing past few nights it has been settling me, makes me be still
