Saturday, 1 February 2020

Introducing foods - bread

Konbanwa

I slept well last night
i took my blood pressure twice yesterday and twice it was in the red high zone...
i woke up at 7:30am and did my blood pressure in bed
it was still high...this is very strange as mine has always been stupidly low
i went to let Ozwald out
I bathed the pigs this morning, yesterday they had their claws clipped today was bath time so theyre all fresh and lovely. not that they appreciated it
truffle tried to make a break for freedom but slipped on the plug hole and landed in the water, so she looked like a drowned rat. luckily i picked up and the water wasnt deep so she wasnt coughing or anything she looked shocked and just let us continue after that XD
I tried to do a bit of yoga this morning but my body was just so damn tired
i got showered and did a bit of make up and went out to have my hair cut
cus my god it needed doing

from there i went to jack's
we went food shopping for biscuits
brought £20 worth of cheap biscuits as my god the science staff get through a lot of biscuits
then we brought food for lunch after we checked a few cafes and realised there still isnt anything i can eat out yet, need to introduce more foods before i can eat out. im too limited at the moment

i thought about getting my ears pierced but i didnt feel up to it
so we went to jacks and warmed up soup and i had bread with mine
had bread today! first time in like 5 weeks
it was nice but i wasnt like blown away by it
milk has been a life saver so far
but i seemed to be ok with the bread so far

after we ate i just felt so tired and drained
jack asked what i wanted to do and i said "sleep"
he said no reason why you cant 
i said "well i did want to spend time with you today"
he said "i am happy to sleep with you"
so we cuddled and slept for over an hour
when i woke up we just laid and talked
he asked if i wanted to go out but i just didnt want to 
i just felt exhausted
so he said "shall i bring the pick and mix into bed with us?"
so i laid there whilst he grabbed the pot from the fridge
and we laid there eating chocolates and sweets in bed
it was really simple and really nice
i enjoyed it actually and he did
he said "actually go jo to relax today"
true very true

i went home and got into my pyjamas and had my dinner
and a small piece of bread
then had stomach pains
i hope its not the bread

i have got to have a blood test
if my thyroid isnt being medicated properly it can cause high blood pressure
but if i have a blood test and it reveals my thyroid is fine and medicated just right
then it means something else is up...something that causes high blood pressure and fainting
i am a little worried
and i have told mum and jack
jack said to get booked in ASAP and dont worry about work
i said "Ill probably faint and im not sure when i'll be able to get into work afterwards"
he said "sod work focus on yourself you need to get looked at"
i didnt want to worry him but i figured he'd need to know
i will ring up for an appointment on monday

tomorrow
i have:
soup to make
biscuits to make
turkey stakes to cook
an ipod fabric case to make for mum
art to do
exercise to do
maybe mia to see
full on day!
jack will be in derbyshire hiking with scouts for like 5 hours straight
enjoy
he will be tired on monday no doubt

thats all anyway