Evening
Could I sleep last night? could I bob. Far too much going off in my mind. I had been restless all day physically and now it was time to be restless mentally. Of course. -_____- So I did get up for fruit loaf and drugs and went back to bed. I still couldnt sleep so I got up, I put the pulled on at 1am - as you do - as we were eating cold on salad today anyway so it didnt need to warm. I think what was causing me to not sleep was stressing about how much I had to do today. So I put the pulled pork on, one less thing to do. I wrote a to-do list for each day this week so I would know what to do for mia's wedding. At 1;30am I returned to my bed.
I woke up at 8:20am and I could have easily have slept longer but I wanted to clean the bathroom before Mia came over. So I got up and saw to the pets, and had breakfast, cleaned bathroom, got ready then Mia came over 9:30am. I am so glad to have seen her once last before the day!
So we sat talking about the wedding and stuff. We sat with the girls who were very very well behaved. Mia loves guineas so she was happy with seeing them
I altered her dress a lil bit more. She showed me her shoes too
she left and it was 11:50am I then had to cook mine and Jack's meat for the week and for that lunch. I also made a cake whilst that was cooking. We sat and had lunch. I thought I would be allowed to rest but no my ADHD treadmill life of restlessness would not quit. I went to put a 3rd coat on the pipes
I fixed a bow that had come apart
Mum came over for sows so I sorted all that out
she left and mia turned up wit her cousins dress that needed making shorter so I sat and did that
then mum came over and dyed my hair ^^ I am fresh~
then I washed all that out and dried my hair
Mia showed up for the dress. I have sorted dresses out. I didnt like keeping such valuable dresses
All of the salad is chopped/cooked/sorted it just needs dishing up. I have told Jack he is doing dinner tonight. He looked panicked XD then realised it was just a case of dishing up, he has a sweat on but I think he can do it XD
I cut his hair for him so hes tidy for the wedding reception hes going to
We will have dinner when hes come of the shower.
and jesus christ please can rest!? I AM EXHAUSTED
I havent exercised today as I cant bare to tire my body out any further
I needed rest this weekend but some reason I am stupidly restless
I have told jack I dont wanna go school tomorrow. I have hard practicals and I dont wanna get runned ragged and get burned out and turn up at mia's wedding on friday a pale tired corpse
I need to be selfish this week at work and really look after myself and do the bare minimum
we have the new technician starting tomorrow so hopefully things should be a lil easier
dont wanna go tho
it was lovely seeing mia today tho. I felt better about hearing about the day. I can not believe its less than a week shes so excited and happy and I feel I have the same emotions. It honestly feels better than my birthday or christmas! I am so excited and happy for her. I can not wait to share the day with her and make memories for life~
