Evening
I couldnt sleep, I ached A LOT from doing that workout + usual aches
Jack was almost crushing my also >.> jerk XD So I got up to overdose and eat a cookie and stayed up til 1am. I fell asleep then.
I woke up at 7:45am to find Jack awake, we got up and got ready to go out!
We did in fact go the city centre today, we were there for 9:20am and it was so quiet
like corona has killed the shopping industry in my opinion. No one around
also no one wearing masks like hardly anyone. Truly corona is over >.> idiots
So we shopped round for like 3 hours without a break T^T I was so tired and achy
I got new gold earrings ^^ some cucumber body wash, christmas presents, and just other bits and pieces, nothing special to be honest. We looked round the oriental supermarket and I looked at all sorts of ingrediants, we picked up some cheap noodles for Jack and big bottles of soy sauce that was the same price I pay for diddy bottles in the supermarket! other stuff I wanted to try you had to consume within 7 days and I knew it wouldnt all get used :/
I didnt think about my anxiety - as I never do. But I was actually really good today, didnt need the inhaler and I was alright to be honest. Its a win ^^
We got home at 12:20 and I pretty much ate and laid on my bed for an hour I didnt sleep tho, I just needed time to rest as I was quite dead at this point
When i got up I found Jack outside weeding with Oz who was enjoying the company, Oz loves gardening XD so I kept them both company for a bit then went to mum's for a cup of tea. I sat with her for a couple of hours, sat with the girls for a bit too which was nice :)
I came home and did dinner
Then had a shower, now just on my laptop looking at children's stuff. Me and my friend are gonna send each other stuff. She lives in Tokyo with her husband and 2 year old and I thought it would be nice to send some children's clothes and books :) Feels weird looking at kids stuff as I dont think I have ever had to buy for a toddler before!
Now I might do some drawing, it aint gonna do it's self. Ive just been helping my cousin with patchwork. she wants to make a quilt. so I was helping her with instructions and did the math for her too :) if she lives closed id happily teach her. I hope she is successful but I dont think she quite appreciates the sheer work and neatness required to make a quilt. I kept suggesting to practice first or start small like a cushion cover, but no ^^;
tomorrow
gotta get up at like 6:45am at the latest as I need to take mummy to the hospital. She just needs something hooked up to her heart for 24 hours. They cant seem to lower her blood pressure and shes not over weight or smokes and hardly drinks. I said I would take her but yeah not looking forward to it. Not sure what i will do the rest of the day. I guess get on with my drawers as theyre just sitting next to me unfinished ><
I have had a day off from exercising as I did like 3 hours of walking this morning and I did a lot yesterday so I feel I should rest my body. Yet in doing this my mind has condemned me as being chronically overweight TT^TT it is not fair. One rest day and I have no end of thoughts about how much weight I will put on because of this. But I know even if I gave in and did some exercise it probably wont make the noise go away so I am not gonna fall for it! Im gonna have a hot chocolate later too, balls to it.
