I went running club last night
some people said to me "you tanked off on monday"
I told them I didnt do so well and screwed up
they said id soon get there with it all
I met another person who knows my mum she couldnt believe
how much we were the split of one another
i ran with the person who in charge
i think she was trying to find out more about me kinda thing
she said how well she thought i ran on monday
and that why dont i do the 4mile run
i said "3 is enough im not sure i could do 4"
she said "you''d be be fine. in fact why dont you join us on a saturday?"
i said "what for park run?"
she said "no we tend to have a group and do 5 or 6 mile, slowly"
i said "5 or 6!?"
she said "try 4 first see how you feel"
who does she think i am super woman? jesus
but to be honest i have no idea how far i can actually run
when ive done the 3mile park run ive had enough to extent but its more ive had enough of running its boring me not because im shattered
so who knows
then i came home and sat and had dinner with my mum and brother
at the kitchen table is was nice as me and my brother never sit at the kitchen table
dad had eaten and was sitting sleeping in the living room
so it was nice
and then i watched task master
this morning i got up at motivated at 7am as usual
no calls, as usual
mum went to work and i did a bit of dancing
then i went on my laptop and saw some amazing photos of australia sent to me from a friend ^^
i then worked on the blanket til lunch time
had lunch with brother and my mum
and then i rested my eyes for half hour
honestly im so tired and achy past few weeks
its horrendous and its making me very snippy as i have no filter on my mouth when things are like this im just too tired to filter my mouth and deal with the pain and fatigue
i snapped and mum she snapped back but we've since made up
shes a bit on edge cus shes been packing for her 1 week spain holiday tomorrow with dad
shes not sure how she will cope with a week with just my dad
i feel sorry for her
she envies me and my brother having a week of peace
anyway i finished the blanket
not bad really
it will do
very neat tho
me and mum went for a 40 min walk as it was sunny
came back and i will shower and go to adams
we''re watching 2 films and eating pizza
hopefully should be ok
got the house to ourselves so i wont receive any trouble from his dad who now hates me
im hoping it wont be a late one
tomorrow my parents leave the house at 5:30am
my brother will take them to the air port
i will be awake no doubt and i want to see them off too
and i will entertain myself somehow
maybe see mia
