ahh thank god today has been far more bearable
its been cloudy all the day, its still warm but not like it has been
I woke up at 6:30am and thought "screw that"
and managed to go back to sleep and woke up at 9:10am
much better, it was my day off damn it!!
I didn't do much at all in the morning
think i just read really didnt even go on my laptop
i rang to make a doctors appt for my anti-depressiants
the receptionist said "i have you down as being due your smear test"
I said "don't worry about that honestly, i'll book in another time"
"are you sure you can get both appts the same day"
"yep yep its fine"
"we're gonna keep reminding you"
i felt like saying "look love, nothing has ever been up there and nothing is gonna go up there, you goti it?" but of course i didnt XD
My brother rang me to ask me to go upstairs
listen out the window and to hang up when i could hear his car's music
it had to be done and it is amusing
turns out i can hear it 0.2 miles away from the house!!!
its stupidly loud
when he pulls up the drive way the floor upstairs rattles
I had a brew with mum then we went to the shops
cus my sunglasses had broken yesterday i mean my brother had fixed them but i didnt know how long theyd stay fixed for an i did need to some proper UV protective ones
so I walked in TK MAXX and tried on a pair which both me and mum liked, i tried on two more and didnt like em so went with the first pair i mean theres was loads to choose from but im not arsed about sunglasses cus i never ever look right in them they dont suit me
mia on the other hand looks amazing in them every time!
Then I got a new watch cus mine from claires is slowly breaking well the strap is anyway
so i picked this up for £6 it was reduced my glasses were £12.99 which is pretty good
we walked round the shop and picked up bits and pieces
then we went BandM bargins then home
I had lunch then went over to adam's house
as it was cooler today we were actually able to touch each other without sweating!
so we lazed on his bed and he cuddled me and stuff its nice being so close with him
and i feel much more relaxed and confident
it was soon time to leave sadly
i came home to fish pasta i love it!
today has been a good day off actually
feels like ive had time to relax and time for myself
i feel like my days off lately ive just kept going and going and not having time for myself
so i had a lay in
hot chocolate + cake for breakfast
honey on toast + cake for lunch
fish pasta for dinner
result~
Tomorrow Im going school
and they want me friday and next week too~
