It's friday!
My god thank you
Hello it's me who has been awake since 2:30am!
woohoo go me for once again not sleeping and thinking about my crap job!!
i got up and i looked white with blue tinted lips
Dad got up at 6:40 which is extra early considering i dont need waking til 6:50am
but i know he is keen to start his morning routine and get on that computer
i had so much cereal this morning thought i was gonna chuck it up
the traffic was dead light this morning so i got to school early
but sat in my car texting as i dont work any longer than im paid for
my morning was busy in nursery but quite pleasant as we were doing
Henna designs on children's hands (using face paint) so i was in my element really
then the teacher had me cutting out stuff
so i had no outside duty to do
mum picked me up at lunch and we went for a brew at a pub it was nice
and i shared my lunch time biscuits with her as id been robbing biscuits from the staffroom anyway
she dropped me off just as the whistle blew
but it was nice to get off the school grounds
after lunch was fine
i just felt a lil woozy and a staff member said i looked a bit green another said i looked pale they were 2 separate occasions so im guessing i wasnt looking good
still i got the job done
didnt do much after i had kicked the kids out as i felt like i was gonna keel over to be honest
and got home to have a brew with mum and cereal
ive eaten so much cereal today but i just needed a little happiness in my life
i went on just dance despite how i was feeling and enjoyed flexing out a bit
im sore after yoga yesterday so i have yet more pain to deal with
then i popped on my laptop but that soon bored me
then i realised i had 2 more xmas cards that need to go post office tomorrow and a present so i sat and sorted them out, honestly ive got a bag full going to this post office tomorrow but if i can give happiness to others then it is worth it
me and mum set off for a walk after dinner but only got down the road before it rained!
can you believe that!? so typical
i may dance in my room yet
tomorrow it best not rain
i have a nice morning lined up, part from going post office thats just dull
im going into the city centre to on the christmas market with mum for our yearly tradition of a hot chocolate from the hot chocolate stall. we will do any shopping mum wants to do
as i dont believe theres anything i want/need
not sure what im doing rest of day
be strange not going park run but we want to get into the centre
oh mum bathed pigs today so they are fresh ^^
dont want to return to school
im gonna apply to that local school tomorrow
feel fat and horrible still cant even bare looking down at myself when i take my clothes off and im unhappy about every aspect of my life as well lately but maybe it has something to do with crap job, pain and not sleeping
weighing myself tomorrow assess the damage of the week
