Evening
I went to bed at 9:30pm and read for a bit as usual, but woke up at 11:20pm? why?
I couldnt have been asleep for very long >.> it was rather annoying
I tried my hardest to get back to sleep but I just ached quite badly so at 11:45pm I ended up getting up for some pain killers, and as I didn't feel much better and quite stressed with the situation I decided to tune off and paint my nails at gone midnight XD so now I have pretty flowers on my nails. I went to bed around 1am then slept through til 8:20am
This morning I had a repair session on my sewing machine. I repaired my pyjama leg, made some dungarees smaller, fixed the straps on another pair of dungarees
I had a shower then had a slightly early lunch with mum
I was so shattered tho for what ever reason and I was really annoyed by this fact as I just wanted to get stuff done but mum could tell i needed to sleep for a bit and I was just gone within minutes
when I woke up me and mum put up christmas decorations, I did the tree and she put up all the trimmings i have made over the years as it meant going up and down on the chair and i didnt have the energy for that. But it all looks much more christmasy, I took some decorations for mine and jack's tree
Jack came to see me after school, we sat with a brew and sat with Oz
then we walked to the shops, I had no energy for it but i know i needed to do something otherwise id be major hurting tonight, besides the fresh air was wanted. Jack said I appeared a bit more brighter in myself and asked how I was doing, and when I actually thought about it, I realised I hadnt had any heart trouble for 2 days now!! thats such good news ^^ I honestly thought in the new year I would need to be medicated for my ectopic heartbeat but hopefully this is finally putting it's self right :D
we walked to the bungalow with stuff from the shop and the bits for our christmas tree. when we arrived i set about sorting our tree out, and it does look better ^^ I didnt have my phone on me so I will take a better photo of it tomorrow. I sat with Jack for a bit then I went home and cooked dinner for everyone as mum was out and I thought I would help so she had dinner ready for her when she came in. She had pre-made the meatballs before going out so I just had it all to cook.
I did 20 mins of yoga afterwards as I was really really aching and worried about the night, I had no energy for it hence only 20 mins but i did feel better for it.
and now its 8:30pm and I will wash my face and maybe look at pictures to draw as I need to get back into my drawing.
tomorrow
my mum is working 7 doors down from our bungalow so i am hitching a ride with her at 9am, i am going to paint the porch way for 2 hours then come home with mum then have a shower. I am only doing the 2 hours as it will certainly be enough. just do a bit each day. Might get mum to dye my hair its usual ginger colour, i wanted red but mum says i am far too pale for the red right now >< I am awful pale and pasty coloured. I look like a ghoul to be honest.
Not sure what I will do after that. Might wait at the bungalow for Jack when he comes home as he has gaming at 6:30pm. He gave me a portion of soup to have for my lunch tomorrow ^^ He is looking forward to the weekend when we can spend a bit of time together.
