I didn't sleep well
I went to bed at 10pm woke up at 2:45am which is good for me!
I was asleep for more than 2 hours! still had to get up tho -______-
it felt kinda strange and lonely without listening to my lady bull pulling
at her straw or eating her nuggets in the night as every time i get up
i would check on her and seeing the cage empty still hadnt fully sunk in
Mum said when she woke up she woke up crying in bed
i knew it would hit mum hard
i forgot to mention yesterday that when i slept at adams i had dreamed that
pinks had died... I had totally forgotten that til adam mentioned it to me today
that i had said to him yesterday morning when i had mum's txt message about pinks bleeding
that id had a dream she died. that is weird huh
guess its been on the mind
Today I didnt do much in the morning other than have my eye lashes tinted
i havent had it done for a long time and this time
it stung!!! oh my god the pain
forget getting shampoo in your eye this was a whole new level of eye stinging
and ive had years worth of hay fever
i thought she'd got the dye in my eye! she said she hadnt it must be because my
skin was so sensitive
it was fine going on but when she came to removing the excess i about jumped off the couch
i didnt know what to do, your gut says "rub eyes to death now now now" your head says "let the lady help remove the rest" i did lay down and dealt with the pain as im good with pain
all day my eye lids have been very sore almost a dry feeling
i have done my best not to touch them
after lunch i went to adams for 2 hours we didnt do much just laid on his bed
he gave me a belated gift of a Mimikyu plush keychain from Japan
so cute its next to my bed so i can see it ^^
we sat watching animal videos and talked then i went home as he was having a trial
shift at a pub which seems to have gone alright for him
I got home and went to bed
im so damn tired and lethargic all the time and sometimes i just think "sod it" and go to bed
i had 2 hours and felt i could have stayed there longer if it wasnt for mum waking me
she had to come back and wake me a 2nd time XD
tonight I have been listing crap on ebay
didnt take long to list as i had prepared it all earlier in the week
hopefully it will budge some stuff
also on ebay
i ordered a tomb stone i found
its a guinea pig one you can have engraved
and i showed it mum and she wanted it
we didnt give lily a tomb stone when she passed, thinking pinks wouldnt survive long without her sister but almost 2 years down the line we still had pinks and no tomb stone so we decided to get a good one seeing as lily has been waiting for so long. I will photograph it when it's done.
I brought some facial conditioner never used such a product but its highly rated from japan
and an eye liner from japan also
tomorrow i am going to the city centre for the 3rd time in one sodding week
basically i have this wedding on saturday to go to
and i knew we had barn dancing to do what i didnt know was what barn dancing entailed
that i would have to touch strangers, strangers that would be men
thats like my worst nightmare so i want gloves
and i cant go in plastic gloves ive gotta get something presentable
wish id known earlier as i could have brought them ages ago!
i need a plate for the cake to sit on too
and adam showed me his shift he is wearing and i made him change it to a white one but his choice of 2 ties suck, and he thinks hes getting away with not wearing one, hes wrong there. so without him knowing im gonna buy him a better tie as well tomorrow. ball ache i gotta go shopping again
and then i have yoga in the evening~
my girls the other day
these 2 seem quite happy together i think theyre both happy for a play mate
