Evening
I took two cocodamol last night instead of 1, it was bliss XD
I fell asleep around 10:30pm
After i had cried twice, just cus i was in pain, had enough of it all and was not looking forward to another sleepless night. But I did drop off, however I woke up at midnight! what gives!? well unfair!
so I laid there, and laid there. It got to 2am and I thought 'screw this, it aint happening'
so I got up for an hour, had cereal, pain killers, read a bit, the usual
i went to bed around 3am, fell asleep and woke up just before 8am feeling shattered
This morning and all day really it has rained
so me and mum made the decision to go to the home store
she drove me to the post office first tho to post of the piggie, cost me £23.....
I managed to get the duvet, 3 pillows (Jack sleeps with 2), 2 cushion inners, 2 dinner plates
so yeah it was worth getting as we now have all the bedding and finally 2 more dinner plates, these ones have bunnies and squirrels and owls on theyre quite cute
we left and came home for lunch which was pumpkin soup and then I went to bed dosed up on pain killers it was bliss for 2 hours, not being conscious and having to feel pain and stress
When I got up tho Jack said he wanted to ring me
basically the roof on the bungalow was suppose to have been looked at on monday but the guy doing it is self-isolating, so yeah thats on hold now. He also said that Chris had rung him saying someone he gets a lift to and from school has had a positive corona test :/ and me and jack were in chris's office on monday and if honest i think we'd forgotten about masks at that point. we get talking and walked over to his office and yeah you get hot and stuff and keep distance at first without mask on then whilst talking you get closer and closer as it human body language. its easily done. So jack said to be careful, i wasnt worried really. chris is fine. he may not have corona. he is gonna see how he goes.
i looked so pale talking to jack tho i looked bloody awful. he said it was his sister's 17th birthday today so they were off out for food in the evening, rather them than me i have to say. ive been put off eating out since i found out school kitchen staff caught corona.
I cleaned Oz out whilst it was only drizzling. He has been outside a lot today - getting wet >.>
such a tramp and then he drinks the rain water on the decking -___- like he doesnt have fresh water in his water bottle. he just likes to think hes a wild bunny
We sat with the girls and had a brew
then I did a bit of dancing as I was sweating anyway for whatever reason
i worked hard and my hair was soaked, 30mins of dancing~
then showered off
after dinner i drew out silhouettes of whippets as i want to make mia a couple of cushions for her birthday and im doing simple whippet designs
then I rummaged through my fabrics and found what i needed to make these cushions.
i just need like iron on fabric glue. then i can get going with it
might do a bit of work on squirtle tonight but im not liking how he is turning out but i said that about charmander and he turned out ok.
tomorrow, hopefully go and get some fabric glue and get going with these cushions.
but my god i hope i sleep tonight. so sick of it all right now.
i hurt after i had danced, how unfair is that? my arms and back hurt. so i exercise to help the aches but it makes more aches. it was my usual dances and within 30mins of finishing i got these aches. not fair. makes me wonder why i bother. why i continue at all
