Thursday, 2 May 2019

Bear Paw Start~~

Evening~

I did my homework again last night
I couldnt sleep tho
I felt sick from pain and I got up
I did half hour of yoga then went to bed about 1:30am
I think I slept through tho til 7:30am so I didnt do bad really
I could tell as I didnt feel quite so death like this morning

I changed my bed
I danced for half hour
still struggling with that damn fan tho!
I had a shower and then went to clean the inside and outside of my car
after I finished I made a brew and sat with Oz for it to rain....
I had just washed my car!! so that was annoying 

I waited for mum to come home then i went to bed
id had enough i felt like crap
i didnt get up til 2pm

when I got up I decided to tackle the bear paw patchwork block
the one written in my book was tiny!!
i cut it all out and realised just how small and fiddly it would be
so looked for one online i found one but didnt like how they did it
so in the end i had to work out all the measurements myself...
took ages
but i got there and i used crappy fabrics to have a test run with

and thats the outcome 
thats what im going for with the quilt
jack wants to see so im taking it to work tomorrow 

i just literally got it done in time before yoga
yoga was good but i was feeling so anxious about the night
as i never sleep well on a yoga night
i think what was making me anxious as well was the fact im taking soup to work tomorrow and just the thought of having to eat at work is making me feel  sick
stupid i know but its the way of the mind
so im not in the best of places right now
i couldnt finish my dinner ether

i fished out my haruhi suzumiya cosplay
as mum said she'd iron it for me tomorrow ^^
as i have the convention on saturday
im not majorly fussed about it but its something to do
jack has since text me and said a load of them are going on a night out tomorrow night
and im invited ><
as fun as i know its gonna be it just means i have to sleep over at his house and take my cosplay over and stuff which i guess isnt too much of a hassle but i havent been taking over stuff like make up and stuff 
also ive been feeling pretty drained and i have work tomorrow so i will see how i feel but i dont want to miss out as its fun going out with everyone 

so tomorrow is work
then i guess ill have to see how it takes me from there