Konbanwa~ Otsukararesama deshita
So last night I was restless to be honest, Jack tried to calm me by watching Inuyasha with me and having hot chocolate which once again I couldnt finish so he had to finish for me ><
We went to bed and I just couldnt settle. The wind was in full force and splatting rain against our bedroom window CONSTANTLY it was getting on my nerves. Jack had fallen asleep and was heavily breathing, basically I found it all too noisy to sleep with and cus I had laid there til midnight I started aching.
I got up and took some more pain killers :/ and stayed up on my phone and then on my kindle. I thought I had settled enough and decided to try and go to bed. I stayed there til 1:30am but Jack was having some sort of dream that involved a lot of movement of his body so he kept moving, and robbing me of the covers it was doing my head in! So by 2am I was up and I thought "sod this" I ALMOST decided to go paint the spare room but thought that would be stupid so I didn't. I did decided I would go on my laptop to maybe draw. Didnt draw but instead found new music to listen to :3 So glad Yurina Hirate is back *0* At 4am I had yet more pain killers so this is twice over dosing now. But I just couldnt settle, I felt ready to start my day so I made myself a cup of tea and sat drinking it with some biscuits. at 4:45am Jack woke up for the toilet but discovered I was up. So he cuddled me and I said that now he was here I would try come to bed. I did managed to sleep but woke up at 5:45am so I had hardly been asleep but what woke me was Jack's breathing...it was ether dry or wheezing. I worried. I have never had to deal with asthma. So I watched him sleep, not wanting to wake him as he had a driving lesson for 2 hours at 8am. But I worried too much as he was still breathing like that so I woke him. He was like "everything ok?" I said "actually I was worried you werent breathing right, are you ok?" he got up and had a drink and said he just had a really dry throat. Better to be safe than sorry. Id hate for him to wake to an asthma attack. I dropped off to sleep to be woken at 7am by my alarm. So I had probably had 2 hours sleep. Jack got up and originally I was gonna get up with him but screw that I fell back to sleep instantly but got up to Jack at 7:50am as he was like "making you a brew Jo" nice of him but I also would have liked to sleep T^T but its because Oz was out playing and obviously he needs to be safe :)
I drank my tea and felt like death cus I had been popping pills throughout the night
i couldnt face breakfast so didnt bother really
I grabbed a toothbrush and began to scrub the window frames in the study and spare room as they literally had moss growing out of them. The sun was up the whole time and it was cloudless and it was nice to have such great lighting. I moved on from that and started painting the walls in the spare room.
Jack came back and saw me painting, i felt fine doing it but I was on my 3rd set off pain killers by 10am. He offered to help me but I told him it was up to him as he had just been driving for 2 hours. But he did come and paint the room with me and we got it done!
we had some lunch then went for a good walk and called in a local shop for a few bits to make soup with and came home. I let Oz out to play hes happy boy ^^ I told Jack I was gonna do the white work in the spare room which was the final thing to do. So he went to go game whilst I blasted my music out X3 So I painted the wood work, the door, the radiator, I painted a frame in the hall, the front door frame and the porch ceiling and the porch door. God I got loads done and didnt even feel tired or in pain but I was on so much pain relief.
I shouted Jack that I had finished and he helped me clear up my mess. Then we had a brew and I scooped Oz in from outside and video called mum so she could see Oz. I told her I hadnt seen her today as the light was so brilliant and long lasting that it was perfect painting conditions. She understood. I told her how much I had done today and that I felt good. My brother came to the camera on mum's phone and said "god Jo how dilated are your pupils!?" i looked and yeah they were BIG! I looked high and I think I was. I would have kept going in fact I wanted to dance but jack was like "i think you should sit, rest. you might hit a wall" so I did take it a bit easier.
Helped with making the cheshire cheese soup which we ate in front of shakugan no shana as we have been eating in front of that. We cleared up and I decided what to do on my nails tonight, simple spots I think. Might try do some drawing tonight but not sure really. I am gonna go get Oz in for a hop round and put him to bed. Jack is gaming tonight so I am alone tonight. No Inuyasha for me
tomorrow
as I didnt see my family today and its bank holiday today they said on the phone today that they would see me tomorrow and give jack a hand with the wardrobe in the spare room. not sure what else we are doing tomorrow really. As we were suppose to be on woodwork tomorrow then wardrobe on tuesday but I just got on with it. Feel I can do more when I am off my face XD Probably best I do not take this as a life style choice as I will destroy my organs. But it got me through an otherwise long and painful day.
