I did not see the year through I went to bed at 10pm
I was woken by the fireworks at 12pm but Im usually awake by then away
I don't sleep and last night was no exception
I was aching and the pain kept waking me up
gets very tiresome
So I got up at 10am
I didn't want to start my day I really didnt
but I did and saw my pets
I waited until 11:15am for my dad to finish his paperwork
and asked him kindly if he'd put my wine crates on the wall for me
it took him just less the an hour I stayed with him handing him bits and fetching stuff as I didnt want to seem ungrateful and just leave him to it and he didnt swear once!!!!! that is shocking
DIY = dad swearing
anyway my shelves are up but thats just half the battle!
now I had to spend a few hours sorting all my stuff out
thats what took a good portion of my day but I broke the day up with dancing and a walk
after which I ached big style, might take pain killers on an empty stomach tomorrow to feel the effects, I was suppose to drop a painkiller today as well but I forgot!
anyway here are my shelves!!!
Just above my desk, so one has plushies in with figures on top the others has the complete collection of Nura head of the Yokai clan, the other has the collection of Natsume's book of friends, and then the last has all of Chrono Crusade but Twin Star exocist is still ongoing it was hard to know where to put everything and stuff and then I moved onto my boxes under my bed, some draws yeah I had everything out today my room was a tip! But I ALWAYS have some sort of tidy on 1st January, its proven a sort out makes your mood better
Speaking of moods my mood hasnt been great, well being in pain doesnt help
ive got an extra pain today too as last night my finger nail was growing into my finger and had pierced the skin and it was throbbing so before bed i shoved a plaster under neath so it couldnt get into the skin anymore, woke up to find it had yellow under the skin which is infection so not only had my nail pierced my finger it had also infected it -____- so I had to rip the skin open on a very sensitive finger end, and I growled!! where did that come from!? that freaked me out more than the puss coming out my finger end!
Ive had all sorts of aggressive thoughts today it was a bit relentless at times
i could have had a panic attack 3 times today but each time i was able to get a grip before it took hold, i think its because im not feeling great or sleeping well on top of that people are going back to work and im not sure how i feel about work...
Oz enjoyed a scamp round my room with all my stuff out
then it went quiet and i found him under my bed
lazy little bunny its his birthday on 7th January!
so Ive ordered online some banana popcorn for him to try
he LOVES his food after all!
Tonight I might do a bit of dancing
tomorrow not sure what im doing I can't plan that far for some reason
adam is on about seeing me tho
im glad I was able to do a bit of a clean in my room as its how i like to start my years off
this year id like to be off as much medication as possible
to get my mental and physical health improved through the Pain Clinic and Psychologist
to save up for my France holiday and to actually go to France!
Bring on 2018~~
