Evening
I was in bed for 10:30pm, absolutely dead, I also slept like the dead
before I did my exercises tho, I was stuck on the toilet for 40mins feeling like i was gonna be sick. To be honest I wasnt sure which end it was gonna come out of. I stripped off as I was covered in sweat.
I couldnt be bothered to get up this morning, still half asleep
We dropped Oz off in his carrying case. His carrying case is 20 years old as it was mum's friends case before I had my first rabbit back in 2005 I am thinking of buying a nicer LITER one as we use it 5 days a week now. Oz's is hard to do up and heavy. but served its purpose as I originally used it just to take my rabbit vets once a year for a vaccination. So I will look for another but they are not cheap!
At work I did some printing in the morning. It was only 8:45am and I had same sensation as last night of going hot and feeling very sick. Like when you get shed loads of saliva in your mouth. I tried to talk myself out of it but then my legs went weak so i rang jack saying "i dont feel well" he came with julia a few seconds later. they helped me back to the prep room. where I tried to recover. it got to 11am and I had done nothing. I couldnt get off the floor as i couldnt raise my blood pressure. My heart was going out of rhythm and i felt dizzy every time i sat up. I was useless.
i started to feel better after lunch. jack had been giving me sitting down tasks but after lunch i was able to stand up and help julia. I soon felt tired again tho. I was very very frustrated
I got home and mum kindly brought Oz round for me :) I was happy to see my lad
I sat having a cup of tea with mum, she offered not to stay and to go home but shes gone to the trouble of having Oz then bringing him over, i can sit and have a tea with her.
I soon had to go to the doctors tho >.>
last week getting diagnosed by the nurse with asthma, she said she thought i was starting the menopause, so today i went to see the doctor like she told me too. he didnt seem concerned and seemed to think its my mental health....my mental health causes night sweats? load of bull.
however he is testing me for the menopause. I have to come off my pill for 6 weeks tho. as my hormones need to reset. He is testing me for a total of 9 things. thats gonna be a lot of blood ><
not looking to it but hey its 6 weeks away
i came home with Jack and i rang my mum and ranted to her about it. Jack over heard and came to see me when i was off the phone and said "so from what i over heard, i have tonight to bang you then im back on porn am i?" i laughed and told him he is terrible. he said he would be using big boob and big butt porn as i cant provide that....i laughed. he did it on purpose. men are pigs XD
so yeah thats where i am with that!
we had food then I helped do a few things then got Oz in. I need to take him home in a sec and do my exercises. I would like to do some form of exercise even tho i am tired.
tomorrow
ahhh tomorrow a day of doing whatever i like!
however....
my brother wants his hair cut as he says its a mop and cant get it cut for at least another month cus of lock down. my mum wants her eye brows dying and maybe nails done. the sows want their claws clipped. I want to go over and sew lace on my new uniform! do something for myself! but it will be nice to see them. I want to paint the rabbit silhouette on my garage back door. I am also seeing mia at 9:30am for a dog walk! so nice productive day I guess~
