ugh its christmas bloody eve
we all know what that means
yup its christmas tomorrow
my most hated day of the year
People say to me "eh how can you not like christmas!?"
its very simple
i was brought up into a family that doesnt like christmas
we are a tiny family so its not like we have enough for a party or games
no one makes a big deal of it in my family
and this year theres only the 4 of us so it feels like a normal day
its just dull, empty, forced, commercial
so i just wanna get tomorrow over and done with
I didnt sleep well
im not sleeping deep
the slightest noise and im up
lately my brother has been going to bed late and i keep waking up hearing him
so im shattered
dad woke me up at 9am im glad he did but i didnt wanna get up
mum had gone for a walk and left guineas down stairs for me
so after i sorted the pets out then myself i cleaned them out
tiffin always insists on helping X3
I didnt feel like lunch
so i went to bed actually, i wasnt going to but i couldnt continue with day
i didnt want to go for a walk cus it was cold and really windy ><
i spent my after noon making mia a birthday card as i forgot to make her one
her birthday is 26th
i couldnt get my head in gear tho so it took much longer than usual!
mum has cooked leg of lamb for tomorrow's christmas dinner
we NEVER have turkey but im not fussed on something we never have
and she made a sponge cake for pudding tomorrow so i got to lick the bowl out ^^
at 3pm i had my lunch
since then ive been in my room yoga and exercising
gotta do something to help me sleep and burn off all the biscuits and chocolate ive been eating
i did weigh myself on thursday actually and since the start of december ive lost 4lbs
id like to keep it off but i'll probably put it back on
considering tonight we're having take away pizza as well
i feel so sick and anxious
like something bad is going to happen
i get this feeling time to time
i painted my nails last night
pink and gold glitter gradient
tonight we're watching 8 out of 10 cats does count down christmas special 2016
finally something to watch
tv has been crap lately
so tomorrow i'll wake up when ever
me and my brother open each others presents first as is the tradition
then i open the ones from my friends
have breakfast and open others
thats what usually happens but may change
my parents have decided theyre gonna be a pair of old people and go for a walk
im hoping and praying my brother will take me to the city center with him for when he goes to take photos for his project of the city center being totally empty like a ghost town
nether of us have experienced it and i want to
and i want to get out the house!
i hope my friends like what ive made/brought for them this year
merry christmas folks
here's my millie and alice
alice always hides whenever she can -______-
