I got up for school
another lonely morning without prince
mum cleans the girls out on a wednesday whilst im at school
usually she has tiffin weaving in and out of her legs and hoping into cages, picking up hay
but of course hes not there
she said she felt a bit upset and almost lost control of her tears
school was easy really
and it was a lovely day also
i came home had lunch - cheese on toast wooo
then went wilkos with mum
came back did a good hour of cross stitching
then at 3:30pm went to pick adam from the gym he was sweaty XD
went to his house, he got me a drink adn i sat and waited for him to shower
he offered if i wanted to shower with him but we all know the response he got for that one XD
he asked just to get a reaction out of me and i know it but still cant help giving that reaction
so i waited like the good nun that i was and waited on his bed
we went on ipad and looked at places to visit when we go away
then we played on pokemon on DS then i watched him play (he had internet access i didnt)
then he cuddled me and told me
"can i tell you something"
"of course"
"I really want to go out with you Jo"
"is there a but coming?"
"no, no buts. I havent asked you out yet because I dont want to rush you or stress you or for you to push me away so im giving you time"
"well your doing ok so far. im happy at the moment. just give me a lil more time and im sure you'll know if theres a right time to ask or it may never happen who knows. but if you keep being good and getting your gold stars on your sticker chart you never know"
at that point i got a bad tickling XD i hate being tickled!! but i couldnt resist haha
its nice someone saying that kinda thing to me as i do feel like ever since i got sick that im 'damaged goods' in a way and 'who would want me' people my age tend to be in relationships already or theyre the kinda people you dont want to even know. so i didnt hold a lot of hope for someone being interested in me. who'da thought XD
so we're still taking one day at a time
but jeezz that guy is patient!
just as i was leaving his parents turn up ><
i havent met his parents
they were nice normal people ^^
his mum used to be TA so we were talking about the job and i saw his dad briefly
adam txt to say they liked me :) when i had left for home
then not done a lot tonight really
tomorrow its yogaaaaaaa and school of course
boo hate school on thursdays and fridays
i got 2 new posters in the post
for a bargin of £2.80 from japan
from the anime 'kiss on my deity' theyre double sides but i liked this side best
