I have been busy today ^^
I slept pretty well last night to say i cant breath XD
This morning I cleaned the pets out, then bathed lily and pinky
as the smelled like farm yard animals XD
so they have been in all day drying
So when they were settled I went upstairs and started crafting ^^
I made a start on dom's present
doesnt look like much to anyone i know, but to me its a plan - a layout
and i sorted it all out what colours i would be using ect
so i have all pieces of paper scattered round my room X3
Then mum reminded me that I had her new joggers to take up
shes such a short arse im sure i take up every trouser she buys these days >.>
but i dont mind doesnt take a lot of doing and she does so much for me
so I did that, then started on my hot air balloon top
which took a bit of time but i got it done pretty quick
im pleased with it and mum said it was one of my best alterations
i didnt finish it til 6pm so i'll photograph it tomorrow in better light
i went to sleep during the day too as my energy levels dropped
thats what i did yesterday afternoon too but i forgot XD
when i woke i went for a short 15min walk just for some fresh air
but i didnt have the energy to walk far
and that pretty much was my day, it feels good to get jobs done
i worked whilst watching cinderella girls anime
and eating banana cake ^^
We watched gogglebox last night - celebrity version
luckily there was hardly and celebs on ^^
but it did show you videos of real people telling you about their losses to cancer
how they lose family to cancer, its awful and im going through it twice
it made me think "what if i too had been told i had 12 months to live?"
what would i do? i mean right now i dont have anything
no money, no house, boyfriend/husband, children. i wouldnt leave much of foot print behind
so i decided the first thing i would do would be to get pregnant
random i know. but my parents have always wanted grandchildren. so it would be great
if i could give them children, also it would be like a little part of me would still live on
even if i didnt get to raise the child long, and the child would be motherless i would still do it
i would feel like i would have achieved something and left a footprint behind
but with no boyfriend or husband id probably have to ask a good friend of mine to do
the deed shall we say ^^" well getting it done artificially would take too long and you need 9 months as it is. so yeah haha that what was going through my mind whilst watching gogglebox last night
tomorrow i think me and my parents are getting out passport photos done
my brother did his last week, my current passport is well out of date
im about 5 or 6 years old on it. and i hope to not look like the grim reaper like do on
my driving license XD passport is a good form of ID but i think my family would like to
go abroad, the last time any of us went was 13 years ago
but who would look after the pets?
anyway ive yacked on enough~
