I didn't sleep well
I went to bed at 10pm
It got to about 10:30pm and I could feel a similar panic attack
coming on like the day before
but luckily I was strong enough to talk myself out of it
and distracted myself with my 3DS until I felt like sleeping
unfortunately for me I didn't feel like for quite some time
i was reading until 1:40am -_____-
I was woken at 8am by agencies
guess they didnt read yesterday's email -___-
I got up cus I wanted to go shops with mum to check for fabric
we set off about 9:20am
I had a good look round but didn't find anything I needed
so I had to make the decision whether to order stuff online or whether to do a derby trip
I haven't brought this type of fabric before so it would be helpful to see it in person
rather than on a screen
we got back and I sat in my room looking at stuff on my laptop
but got bored very quickly so I went downstairs and put my ipod in
and made cookies!!!
Theyre in the shape of bunnies, stars and hearts
I havent baked in so long probably not since march
it took me quite a while from start to finish but I was pleased with my achievement
adam asked if he could try one so im gonna take some to his house tomorrow
his parents can try them too if theyre feeling brave XD
I had lunch which was left over yesterday's pasta
it was alright actually
i sat in my room starting to make xmas cards
yes I know its only october
and it is not because I feel festive its simply because I wanted something creative
to sit and do. I managed to make a total of 4 cards all unique for who they are destined to go to.
I don't enjoy christmas stuff but I did enjoy making the cards I think I am improving
so far I've made
my cousin sarah
mia & rob
Tara's
adam's parents
I will photograph them tomorrow :)
I believe I will make cards for
Adam, Ed, parents (but they usually have a photo for their card), Katey in america, Lynn & Den
so not got many more to do
me and mum went for a walk in the afternoon
my shoulder still hurt a lot
so i didnt walk far and its day 2 of not wearing a bra XD
Sat with Oz a few times today just cus I like giving him attention
Stuff came in the post today which I had ordered
I brought mum for xmas a guinea pig coloring book its an adult one dont worry!
I got my new eye shadow set and it came with free samples and a face pack sheet!
I can not wait tomorrow to have ago with the eye shadow :D
Going to do some dancing tonight as I didn't get a lot done last night
Tomorrow I am going over to adam's around 11ish
we'll have lunch together and then after that who knows!
